I’d LOVE to go outside. Now, normally I keep this to myself but maybe in a way it might make me seem less pathetic.
So, when I was 7 my mom gave me up. My dad and my stepmom took me in. For seven years I lived a normal childs life, besides all the alchohol based issues my mother created. I was in foster care for a while and still lived a normal life. During those years I went to public school. Long story short, I ended up being taken in by my real dad and my stepmom of whom I had never even met before then. After that, my life changed. My parents are unbelievably strict. More strict than anyone thinks. They let me and my siblings have friends but then decided they were a bad influence and didn’t let them back over, they took me out of school and now I have no education, they won’t let me outside alone and they have basically sheltered me so baddly that I have had no choice but to come here. They don’t like me here and I’d be in alot of trouble if they did know. Worst part is, I’m 18. I don’t make my own decisions. Wanna know why? Because my stepmother will beat the hell out of me if I don’t do as she says and nobody else knows. I’m not complaining. I’ve gotten so used to it over the years, I just go with it. I basically have no future and for the longest time, I hoped I would die before I older….
This sounds so fake xD you don’t have to believe it but it is what it is.
I’d love to do all that. I know you weren’t being offensive. I get that alot.
I just don’t have any of those privaleges and I’m upset about it because I’m not normal, even for a homeschooler…but ya know, I’ve ‘lived’ this long.
And lol, Idk what I’m gonna do when I finnally get my own life….if I do….Being sheltered and uneducated sucks.