“Sometimes I can’t help but to feel in love with you. I guess sometimes I am. I love you most times and i hate you later. I miss you right now. I thought about you a lot today. I don’t know what to do at this point. Haha. I think we’re gonna just have one of those short couple of month breaks. You obviously need sometime apart from me as so as I. I love you. "
Sometimes I think about you and you drive me insane with your lack of existence. Other times you just really seem to pick the worst times to talk to me. Most times you’re just there, unavailable to me, so I choose to become unavailable to you, but available to the nagging motivation of unfulfilled success. Other times I just really want to escape to my dreams with songs that remind me of you in the background. I think it’s gonna stay for a while. I think this break is necessary, just so that we can find ourselves.
“Okay? Okay.” -The Fault in Our Stars.
One more week. 7 more days. Countless hours of assignments. But yet no play.
11/25/14 I still sort of hate you but I’m thankful for you and everyone else in my life. There are times when I feel like the worst being in the world but I’m not. “To deny an impulse is to deny the very thing that makes us human.” -Matrix