Asayamoto's profileAbout meParanoia is the insect working it’s way through my subconscious thoughts. It’s the larvae of self doubt… gestating in my heart as I spiral down. Everything I touch is breaking, and it falls to earth in splinters and I shiver… as every splinter finds it’s way underneath my skin. After 21 years, I can still make my skin crawl… every shortcoming a pitfall. On my way to making amends within myself, to be what I became… Sometimes it feels like the whole wide world has made itself my enemy… But, I will stand up on my own two feet and raise my head up. I lick my wounds trying to cleanse the infection, rabid and diseased… reality fades away. When I pushed myself too far… this dream of emotional perfection has left a wounded heart. Trying to perceive the gifts inherent inside me, it’s like squeezing the trigger… it’s like opening fire on everyone who’s let me down, on every beautiful lie that is only fiction. For the first time I’m loosing control… and I like it. Freedom feels like the noose is gone…
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