Atheistman

~I feel there is no need for conversation
Some questions are better left without a reason
And I would rather reveal myself than my situation
Now and then I consider my hesitation

The more the light shines through me
I pretend to close my eyes
The more the dark consumes me
I pretend I’m burning, burning bright

I wonder if things I did were just to be different
To spare myself of the constant shame of my existence
And I would surely redeem myself in my desperation
Here and now I’ll express my situation

There’s nothing ever wrong, but nothing’s ever right
Such a cruel contradiction
I know I cross the line, it’s not easy to define
I’m born to indecision
There’s always something new, some path I’m supposed to choose
With no particular rhyme or reason~

~I know she said it’s alright
But you can make it up next time
I know she knows it’s not right
There ain’t no use in lying

Maybe she thinks I know something
Maybe, maybe she thinks it’s fine
But maybe she knows something I don’t
I’m so, I’m so tired, I’m so tired of trying

It seems to me that maybe
Pretty much always means no
So don’t tell me
You might just let it go

And often times we’re lazy
It seems to stand in my way
Cause no one, no, not no one
Likes to be let down

I know she loves the sunrise
No longer sees it with her sleeping eyes
And I know that when she said she’s gonna try
Well I know it might not work because of other ties…~

~I try to make it through these lies
And that’s all I do

Just don’t deny it
Don’t try to fight this
And deal with it
And that’s just part of it

If I were dead or still alive
You don’t care
You don’t care
Just go and leave this all behind
Cause I swear
You don’t care
You don’t care

I try to make you see my side
I always try to stay in line
But your eyes see right through
That’s all they do
I’m getting buried in this place
I got no room you’re in my face
Don’t say anything
But don’t go away…~

~I’m coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all

It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss

Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag

Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head

But she’s touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now
Let me go

And I just can’t look it’s killing me
And taking control

Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis

But that’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Cause I’m Mr. Brightside~

_{Here is the money that I owe you
So that you can pay the bills
I will give you more
When I get paid again
I hate those people who love to tell you
Money is the root of all that kills
They have never been poor
They have never had the joy of a welfare christmas
I know we will never look back
You say you wake up crying
Yes and you don’t know why
You get up and you go lay down
Inside my baby’s room
I guess I’m doing ok
I moved in with the strangest guy
Can you believe he actually thinks
That I’m really alive
I will buy you a garden
Where your flowers can bloom
I will buy you a new car
Perfect shiny and new
I will buy you that big house
Way up in the west hills
I will buy you a new life
Yes I will
Yes, I know all about that other guy
The handsome man with athletic thighs
I know about the times before
With that obsessive little rich boy
They might think that you’re happy
Yeah maybe for a minute or two
They can’t make you laugh
No they can’t make you feel the way that I do}

~this is my time, this is my tear
I can see clearly now
That this is not a place for playing solitaire.
Tell me where you want me.
This is my time, this is my tear.
Coming on strong Baudelaire,
Seems to me that all the world gets high
When you take a dare
Let it rise before you.
This my crime

All in all and I’m
Loving every rise and fall
The sun will make and I will take
Breath to be sure of this.
In the end and then all will be forgiven when
Surrender rises high and I
Gave what I came to give.
Say it now because you never know.

Devil may cry, devil may care
The stealers gotta scream and now I know just why
When she’s moving and
Can you feel the voltage
This is my time

California skies got room to spare
This is my time
All in all and I’m loving every rise and fall
The sun will make and I will take
Breath to be sure of this
In the end and then
All will be forgiven when
Surrender rises high and I
Gave what I came to give

Say it now because you never know
Oh, never know~

It is maddeningly depressing how arrogant we humans are, believing that our way of life, our view of life, is the way things really are. Every conscious being in the universe has had a different life than we have, every consciousness has it’s own skewed view. As much as there are people who spout wisdom of caring for others, they don’t realize that those others have feelings and thoughts and needs different than their own. No person can truly be right about reality, nor is any person wrong. Reality is your own view of your existence, and each person has their own. So if you wish to care about others, look at everything they say as something that is outside your complete comprehension, and work towards understanding, rather than believing that you already do understand what that person is doing.

To me, caring is about letting people be who they are, and enjoying them for doing just that.

Also, no person has any reason to lie, if you don’t believe they will. If you are self-sufficient, you are fully capable of taking care of yourself, and someone lies to you, they gain nothing, and lose trust of others.

By the same measure, lying to others gains you nothing lasting, and harms you, ultimately. It may be possible for you to gain some money, but it is impossible for you not to understand that it was at the expense of another living being. It may be possible for you to make some people feel good about themselves for a short time, but it will harm them more when they find that you have been lying to them the entire time, and you will know that you have caused them harm because of your lies.

So, from my admittedly limited experiences in life, I suggest you treat others with all respect and care for them as you would yourself.

perTwi: thanks 256

Respo: Umm… Not sure.. Weak in the head! Yes! ^. This too. But I gotta go now. (you asked for it XD)

kaboomba: life would be much simpler
kaboomba: if men could **** themselves