Blood_Shadow's messages

If you see two identical copies of this shout, it might be because of Kongregate’s profanity filter being stupid.

Let’s see who still stalks my shoutbox. BC, Minn, Knoob, I’m looking at you.

As I said in DA3, my parents are being absolutely retarded f**kwads fighting again. It doesn’t happen often, but it seems to get more serious each time. And this time I think it’s serious. As in, my father has expressed regret in marrying my mother. Their personalities don’t match at all.

If you know me, I’m the kind of person who would make this sound as depressing as possible. Ideally, my father shouldn’t have married my mother, because of personality mismatch and all. That implies I shouldn’t have existed. Now, should I exist? If I am capable of contributing anything positive to the world, then yes. But another problem is, I have always thought I cannot contribute anything positive to the world; in other words, I am worthless. I am a deeply flawed person; anything I can do, there is probably another less flawed person who can do better. In other words, my existence is probably not necessary. All of you playing my forum games, if I never existed, you would probably be playing some other games right now, better games, games that are not impeded by the GM’s egomania, paranoia, and other flaws. So… The world would not be much different if I never existed. Except, of course, all the bad things I have ever done would have never been done.

The marriage of my parents was a mistake. That means I am a mistake. And I don’t have enough of a positive impact on the world to warrant that my existence is needed. That’s the problem in a nutshell. And mistakes cannot be forgiven. Ever.

Why did I write this? I just wanted people to know why I’m depressed. Talking about it won’t help much; this was the case for every single time anyone tried to talk to me. So now you know, at least parts of it, and maybe you understand. Don’t bother trying to cheer me up; that’ll just waste your time, energy, and brain cells. I’ll feel better after a few days.

Say, if Isaac were to make Magical Fire with his Third Ability, could he imbue it with Light or Darkness?

If the main part of Isaac were to die, would he be able to live on through his ‘arm’ still wrapped around Seth? As much as it would weaken him, I’d imagine that’d be temporary. And then he could pull a Rina and pretend to be dead…

Say, if Isaac were to eat a bunch of Demons, would he get stronger?

Please don’t tell me there’s a Hougyoku in Isaac, and they’re going to murder him with a giant phoenix.