Missed People: Statepolice22, yumnum, idkusee, Brandonm2016, JRXSomething, Freeband, hotrodreece, Grimmuz, and pking70.
Music: Hip hop, Rock, Metal, Country, Death, and Screamo, oh and my favorite Dubstep.
Song: Rise by McClain Sisters http://youtuberepeat.com/watch/?v=uxVeeqqAyf0 Freak Shit by Myke J. http://youtuberepeat.com/watch/?v=833LuhftPCI, Lil Wyte by We Ain’t Playin’ http://youtuberepeat.com/watch/?v=C-nzOaLeIpw, We Don’t Die by Twiztid http://youtuberepeat.com/watch/?v=FySoSdQYvaE, Headstrong by Trapt http://youtuberepeat.com/watch/?v=HTvu1Yr3Ohk
Important to Stephen and Jeremy: You might have pissed me off every know and then. But you two will always be my bros FOREVER no matter the cause.. Or the hurt.. Or the pain.. You’re my best friends and my exes but you’ll always be my bros!
Interests: Running, Climbing, Jumping, Working Out, Playing with my Dogs, anything Active!
Friends on FB that matter: Jade and Richard and Megan and Shahana.
Serious Words: Some things may be the cause of death…Some may be the cause of life.. But whatever it is…It’s always your decision.
Favorite Quote: “Liberty, when it begins to take root, is a plant of a rapid growth.” George Washington, the first president and the Father of Our Country who defeated George Washington III who ruled England.
Lover: If you bothered to even read this far, you wouldn’t care..So I’m leaving this blank.
Poem I wrote:
You fill my patches
You make my heart beat go faster
Like I’m more than plaster
I can’t go away
Not now, not today
I wish I had a ring to put upon my finger
But I’m not like an ordinary singer
I make my love in unordinary ways
Like people on Broadway
I bust my rhymes the way a pro should
I wish I could
My love is stronger,
It lasts longer.
I want to tell you how I feel,
But it’s like I’m in a deal…
My love is stronger,
It lasts longer.
My sister ignores me,
Like she doesn’t even see.
I wish she saw what I did to myself,
But I will never show her the cuts I put upon myself.
(Footnote: If you know someone who is in danger or uses drugs or cuts themselves, tell an adult. It’s not right, and it’s not wrong. But it’s mostly wrong… But most people call if wrong. But if you look at it the way I see it, it’s both.)
Other Stuff: Okay if you’ve come this far, you probably care a lot for what I have to say, or just want to be my friend or something. I’m not perfect… I’m not as happy as I may seem no matter if I smile or not. For all you know it might be a fake smile. Besides, I’m emo, Gothic, Depressed, and Suicidal. Nothing will change me. Since I was 6 and still going. My life has been crap.. It never changes. It’s me, trying to run away, trying to kill myself, trying to be happy…Trying to be free… Trying my HARDEST to find love. Once I stop, I’ll NEVER find anything. This is my life, you accept me or you don’t. That’s your choice, not mine..
Things NOT To Do To Me:
1. Try to CHANGE me.
2. Try to HELP me.
3. Hurt me in ANY way possible.
4. Make me CRY.
5. Single me OUT.
6. Piss me OFF.
7. Clown on ME.
8. Bothering me when I AM pissed..
9. Steal MY boyfriend from ME.
10. Torture me…
~~~~~~~~~~~~ I think this is important ~~~~~~~~~~~~
If you think I can be happy.. Please try to help me.. If you think I can find a life… Please try to help me.. If you think I’m useful.. Please try to help me… If you think I can find true love.. EXPLAIN TO ME THIS WORLD..
~~~~~~~I may say I don’t want help, but I do.~~~~~~~~~~
I AM ME NO MATTER WHAT! IF I STAY ON THIS EARTH, IT’S BECAUSE SOMEONE HAS CARED… IT’S BECAUSE MY FRIENDS… AND MY BOYFRIEND… MY FAMILY… MY LIFE BECAUSE OF ALL THOSE PEOPLE HAS CHANGED AND THAT’S WHAT MATTERS THE MOST TO ME.
Don’t bother to talk to me… Don’t bother to look at me… Don’t bother to say anything to me… Do bother to ignore me…