JaX_Uber

Hi. I am Uber. My name is Ashley. If you call me Ash-Bash, I will get angry. Anyways, I used to be a semi-famous youtube vocalist and self-trained pianist. Not many people know. I am also an Athiest.

I take out my emotions via writing songs/poems and putting it on this, or bitching.

I have alot of emotions o-o

I suggest not getting used to me being here.

JaX is my clan on XBox 360 and other games.

times uber has busted underage users since 10/31/13: 2
users:
trastar – level 7 – 9 years old – actually has k+…
cooldude7000 – level 2 – 11 years old
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Remember that all alone is where I belong.
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If you want to live, let live.
If you want to go, let go.
I’m not afraid to dream, to sleep, sleep forever.
I don’t need to touch the sky.
I just want to feel that high,
And you refuse to lift me.

Guess it wasn’t real after all.
Guess it wasn’t real all along.

If I fall and all is lost,
It’s where I belong.

If you want to live, let live.
If you want to go, let go.
I’m never gonna be your sweet, sweet surrender.

Guess it wasn’t real after all.
Guess it wasn’t real all along.

If I fall and all is lost,
No light to lead the way,
Remember that all alone is where I belong.

In a dream,
Will you give your love to me?
Beg my broken heart to beat,
Save my life, change my mind.

If I fall and all is lost.
No light to lead the way.
Remember that all alone is where I belong.
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In disguise in the skies
burns a fire in my eyes
and I’m holding the world in my hand

So contorted and twisted
condemned and submissive
When they kneel they’ll know where I stand
yeah

Rise again
On my own
Now we are
Coming home

It all ends
Painfully and slow
I’ll bring them down on my own

Yeah

First to go
first to go
Last to know
last to know

Always the only one I control

Lashing out
lashing out
Giving in
giving in

then letting go to begin again

Letting go

Letting go now

Letting go
My mind’s corrupt

Our souls corrode
It’s how we’ll all end up

Burning down
Caving in
Die by fire and
begin again

What breaks my pride
will break your skull
I bring the end
just like an archangel

All the ruptured existence
disdain life persistence
The wheel won’t be turning for long
No

And I need
Carrion
Now I am
Coming home

Running from
I’m becoming one
I’ll bring you down on my own

Yeah

Letting go

Letting go now

Letting go
Now pain erupts
And time is slowed
It’s how we’ll all end up

Burning down
Caving in
Die by fire and
begin again

What breaks my pride
will break your skull
I bring the end
just like an archangel

Why do we end up here

Live in fire and feel so cold

We burn together forever
waiting for the one

Letting go

Letting go now

Letting go
Our time is up
Dust from our bones
This time we don’t wake up

Finding out
Where you’ve been
Wait in silence
and begin again

I’ll take my time
to make you fall
Pass through your head
at just the right angle

Falling down
Giving in
Burn the liars and
begin again

What fills your pride
will make you fall

I am the end
a fucking archangel
______________________________________________________________ (My life is a Nightmare.)
Last night, I had a dream. And there was a man talking to me. I knew the man very well. He was an ex-comrade of mine. He told me this, and when I woke up I had it all memorized; so I wrote it down.

“Listen to me Ash. I cannot speak to you physically. But I’ll be damned if they will take this away from me. Now listen very closely. I realize that you are at the end of your days. But I have something to tell you.”
Nightmare!
Now your nightmare comes to life)

Dragged ya down below
Down to the devil’s show
To be his guest forever
Peace of mind is less than never
Hate to twist your mind
But God ain’t on your side
And old acquaintance severed
Burn the world your last endeavor

Flesh is burning
You can smell it in the air
Cause men like you have
Such an easy soul to steal
So stand in line while
They ink numbers in your head
You’re now a slave
Until the end of time here
Nothing stops the madness,
Turning, haunting, yearning
Pull the trigger

You should have known
The price of evil
And it hurts to know
That you belong here, yeah
Ooh, it’s your fuckin’ nightmare

While your nightmare comes to life

Can’t wake up in sweat
‘Cause it ain’t over yet
Still dancing with your demons
(Victim of your own creation)
Beyond the will to fight
Where all that’s wrong is right
Where hate don’t need a reason
Loathing self-assassination

You’ve been lied to
Just to rape you of your sight
And now they have the nerve
To tell you how to feel
So sedated as they
Medicate your brain
And while you slowly
Go insane they tell ya
“Given with the best intentions
Help you with your complications”

You should have known
The price of evil
And it hurts to know
That you belong here, yeah
No one to call
Everybody to fear
Your tragic fate is looking so clear, yeah
Ooh, it’s your fuckin’ nightmare

Fight
Not to fail
Not to fall
Or you’ll end up like the others
Die
Die again
Drenched in sin
With no respect for another

Oh

Down
Feel the fire
Feel the hate
Your pain is what we desire
Lost
Hit the wall
Watch you crawl
Such a replaceable liar

And I know you hear their voices
Calling from above
And I know they may seem real
These signals of love
But our life’s made up of choices
Some without appeal
They took for granted your soul
And it’s ours now to steal

As your nightmare comes to life

You should have known
The price of evil
And it hurts to know
That you belong here, yeah
No one to call
Everybody to fear
Your tragic fate is looking so clear, yeah
Ooh, it’s your fuckin’ nightmare

I woke up from it. Soon, I feel back into slumber and I now had this dream:

It was a female this time. She was me as a younger age, around 12-14. She told me this:

Hey, now did you hear
Your final days are near?
In a free fall of fire and ice
And explosions in the sky

A fate that we deserve
There’s no escape, No
Now it’s your turn
Now it’s your turn

It’s been years
Since our luck ran out and left us here
Like broken mirrors
Ten million shards of glass and tears
But now we are
Awake enough to shatter what we hate
Like broken mirrors
Reflections of an unfamiliar face

Hey, man, you got the time?
Hey, can I trouble you for a light?
Who, me? no, I’m not the old town crier
I’m the one who sets it all on fire

A fate, yeah, that we deserve
And there’s no escape, No
Now it’s your turn
Now it’s your turn

It’s been years
Since our luck ran out and left us here
Like broken mirrors
Ten million shards of glass and tears
But now we are
Awake enough to shatter what we hate
Like broken mirrors
Reflections of an unfamiliar face

We hide from the mirrors
They might show our scars
And hear us
Reflection that we want to be
The people we are
Confront your reflection
Smash what you see
And let’s restart
Cause mirrors can’t see our heart

It’s been years
Since our luck ran out and left us here
Like broken mirrors
Ten million shards of glass and tears
But now we are
Awake enough to shatter what we hate
Like broken mirrors
Like broken mirrors
Like broken mirrors
Like broken mirrors
Like broken mirrors
Reflections of an unfamiliar face

I woke up again and wrote it down. Angry, I tried to fall asleep again, but the image of her eyes kept popping into my eyes. I was trying to find as to why this was happening. I finally fell asleep, after around half an hour.

This time it was me singing to myself.

Out on your own,
Cold and alone again.
Can this be what you really wanted, baby?

Blame it on me,
Set your guilt free.
Nothing can hold you back now.

Now that you’re gone,
I feel like myself again.
Grieving the things I can’t repair and willing…

To let you blame it on me,
And set your guilt free.
I don’t want to hold you back now love.

I can’t change who I am.
Not this time, I won’t lie to keep you near me.
And in this short life, there’s no time to waste on giving up.
My love wasn’t enough.

And you can blame it on me,
Just set your guilt free, honey.
I don’t want to hold you back now love.
Cutting.
Don’t go on.

Right now, it is 11:47 PM. This happened around three hours ago, which would mean it was like 8 in Eastern timezone. Where I am originally from. Now, I’ve had weird occurrences with the number 8 before. I see it on the walls, but when I go to touch it, it’s never there.

She then sang,

Simply because you can breathe,
Doesn’t mean you’re alive,
Or that you really live.
This life has taken it’s toll
And she just doesn’t know,
How much more she can give

But here, at the top of the world, where I raise my hands and I clench my fists,
They stand before me below, demanding the answers with flips of a switch

I don’t understand where you got this idea,
So deeply ingrained in your head
Is something that you must impress,
Cause I couldn’t care less

A need for revolution’s rising, it comes to the surface, gasping for air,
We’re not putting up with this planet one more day much less one more year

I don’t understand where you got this idea,
So deeply ingrained in your head
(that this world) is something that you must impress,
Cause I couldn’t care less

So here and now, in our rotting nation
The blood, it pours, it’s all on our hands now
We live, in fear, of our own potential
To win, to lose, it’s all on our hands now

And I have an American Dream,
But it involves black masks and gasoline,
One day I’ll turn these thoughts into screams,
At a world turned its back down on me

I don’t understand where you got this idea,
So deeply ingrained in your head
that this world is something that you must impress,
Cause I couldn’t care less

I woke up with six cuts on my arm and a stab wound, my arm dripping with blood, and a bloody knife on the floor.