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I held your hand for as long as I could, but I grew weak as you pulled and pulled…
My heart broke when you walked away, no one would ever understand my pain…
My tears fell for my broken heart I feel like my life is falling apart…
As I stood there and watched you go, I wanted to hold you and never let go…
But the time came when I realized you never felt this way, I let you go (my heart) that day…
When I cry a part of its for you, you’ll never be forgotten my love is pure and true…
I understand it could never be, it would’ve never worked (you and me)…
But remember this, I have loved you so, no matter what, I’ll never let go of the thought of us as one soul…
I’ll dream of you every night, pray and pray you’ll come back to fight, for you and me…
But don’t you see, it’s just a dream, silly me, it will never be (you and me)…
As I write this poem I hurt inside, will it ever be my time?
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Tears of blood fall from my broken heart
I never thought we would be apart
When you held me you said “forever”
Now that your gone I know you meant “never”
Saying you love me with that look in your eye
And that was a cold hearted lie
Your tender touch, a soft kiss
Two things about you I will miss
As I sit here thinking about you
My face is wet with tears past due
I should’ve cried a long time ago
But I loved you so
I know they say love is blind
But I had only you on my mind
A hurt so deep it cuts like a knife
But wounds heal and I’ll go on with my life
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I open my lungs dear
I sing this song at funerals, no rush.
These lyrics heard a thousand times, just plush.
Baby boy you’ve held so tightly,
This pain it visits almost nightly
Missing hotel beds,
I feel your touch.
I will wait dear
A patient of eternity, my crush.
A universal still, no rust.
No dust will ever grow on this frame,
One million years, I will say your name.
I love you more than I can ever scream.
We booked our flight those years ago,
I said I loved you as I left you.
Regrets still haunt my hollow head
But I promised you,I will see you again, again.
I sit here and smile dear.
I smile because I think of you,I blush.
These bleeding hollow dials, this fuss.
The fuss is made of miles and travel,
The roadways are but stones and gravel.
A bleeding heart can conquer every crutch.
We booked our flight those years ago
You said you loved me as you left me.
Regrets still haunt your saddened head,
But I promised you I will see you,
We booked our flight those years ago
I said I loved you and I left you
Regrets no longer in my head,
But I promised you and now I’m home again
Again
Again
Again
Again
Again
I’m home again
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O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~
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