There’s been a change.
To all I’m leaving behind and to anyone I owe anything, I am truly sorry — I hate long goodbyes and I hate debts.
But I have something more important to me right now. More specifically, someone. And because of a horrible mistake I made, I hurt this person so very close to me.
I know it must seem unrelated, but that’s why I’m never going to come back here again. The people I talk to here are all very interesting, but as long as I run the risk of hurting the one close to me, it isn’t worth it.
If you know what love feels like you’ll understand. I would die if anything happened between the two of us. I don’t have the strength to hold myself up on my own.
So, to all my friends and former loved ones, everyone who may be hurt by my absence, I truly apologize, but ask that you understand.