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NOTICE: TEMPORARY BREAK. Yes I might be on every so often, but I am going on a drawing leave. Until after the nineteenth. I wrote this they day before my Birthday ( which is the nineteenth, making this December eighteenth ) and I am reporting that I have made some BEAUTIFUL drawings!!!! Barely anybody gets to see them though…. Well, Christmas is going to be a day too early, because I am going to be out of town, I am going to arrive BACK in Albuquerque on the twenty sixth, so I will be on the day AFTER Christmas.

Pain, without love. Pain, I can’t get enough. Pain, I like it rough, ‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all.

I’m tired of being what you want me to be, feeling so faithless, lost under the surface. Don’t know what you’re expecting of me
Can’t you see that you’re smothering me, holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?’Cause everything that you thought I would be, has fallen apart right in front of you!

Sadly this is my only really funny memorabilia of DC ( Dragon’s Cave ) ( On 10/19/11 I got my second one!)
And my friends there.
“MJgAmEr360: I AM YOUR FATHER.
Katanaman134: F**k you
MJgAmEr360: gasp!!!
MJgAmEr360: O_O
TacticalRogue: LOL
MJgAmEr360: i love you too bud.”

“Plasmaturtle: gets on one knee
Tammy… will you take this cookie? :P”

I am a ballerina and I have been for five years. I am proud to say that, since ALL ballet is underestimated

NICK NAMES: Swimmy, Swimmsy, Swim, Amanda, Swimster, Swimmmy, Swimma, and last but not least, Simmsy ( one of my friends said i act like his friend Simma so i put an s instead of an a and added a y for my own touch!)

The start of the not-so-happy poetry
The Light of Life
Over the clouds and through the light I see my life flying before my eyes and as I reach out to grasp it, to make me live for eternity, but I fail I tumble from my perch and I see the light that was my life fading………
The Hopeless Heart
If you see into my eyes all you see is tears, if you see into my life all you see is sorrow, if you see into my my instinct all you see is self defense and if you see into my empty casket called a heart that will host the burial of me, all you see is hopelessness and hate.
The Stars of My Life
Oh so high, bright up in the sky, lingering above my head, if you say I cannot touch them, think again, because I say I can and I can, you only have to watch.
My Light
The light lingering above my head, haunting me where i stand bleeding in a pool of blood bled from my broken heart shattered from the drop, the plummet , down to planet earth when i was out of the surgery room after i got a tonsillectomy on Thursday, May 26th , 2011.
War
Savage, cruel, inhumane, whatever you want to call it, but it is just ridiculous, stupid, ignorant, because it is manslaughter and if that is illegal war should be. Innocent people die because the presidents wont fight. The poor get sent out because they need the money but in the end they die.
Life
What is the point of being born if you are just going to die?
Books that should be read: Eragon, Eldest, Brinsngr, A Tree Grows in Brooklyn, Fever1793, Treasure Island, A Fire Within, Lizard Love