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kiler434

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    Somewhere between I wanna die so kill me and I have the love of my life and I don't wanna lose her :3
  • Member Since

    Dec. 18, 2011
  • Age

    15
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    I've lost hope

My picture is my favorite album by my favorite band :3
Life sucks! Over the past 3 years I have become very depressed and suicidal…no one cares anymore…il cut my feelings away…I’m always alone…no friends….no one to help me when I’m down…I’d rather die then keep living in this hell known as life…but now to the positive stuff! I’ve gotten into allot of types of music I absolutely love rock and metal to name a few bands Green day, Three Days Grace, System Of A Down, Nirvana, Five Finger Death Punch, My Chemical Romance, and that’s a few of the bands I listen to there’s a ton more but it would take forever to name them all! I also listen to dubstep because I just have a weird music taste :3 For all of my friends who I used to know if you see this…I’m not the same anymore I’ve changed quite a bit I’m nothing like I was 3 years ago..anyway :P hope you all have a great time whatever your doing as for me I’ll be cutting my arms until my whole arm is covered in scars… :) I’m reaching out to old friends on here for help and if they don’t care I won’t mind just another person who doesn’t care if I live or die today or tomorrow…just like my family…if you wondering why I’m so depressed its because I’ve had a really rough life I’ve been in mental hospitals have an abusive grandparent and i fight with my parents all time and there divorced. Everyone i know hates me and wants me dead some way or another…

The song that saved my life

Three days grace – Never Too Late

This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don’t belong
Who would have guessed it
I will not leave alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like it’s not too late
It’s never too late

Even if I say
It’ll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we’ll turn it all around
‘Cause it’s not too late
It’s never too late

No one will ever see
This side reflected
And if there’s something wrong
Who would have guessed it
And I have left alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like
It’s not too late
It’s never too late

Even if I say
It’ll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we’ll turn it all around
‘Cause it’s not too late
It’s never too late

The world we knew
Won’t come back
The time we’ve lost
Can’t get back
The life we had
Won’t be ours again

This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don’t belong

Even if I say
It’ll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we’ll turn it all around
‘Cause it’s not too late
It’s never too late
Maybe we’ll turn it all around
‘Cause it’s not too late
It’s never too late (It’s never too late)
It’s not too late
It’s never too late

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