xXFlyleafXx

♥Im Bella!♥
♥“love is happiness, but is never happy all the time”♥
RP character:
name:Alisandra
♥Description:half vamp/wolf…but mostly vamp…♥
She has long flowing Raven colored hair that falls over her shoulders and mid way down her back. Her eyes are an enchanting hazel one blue that fades to green around the edge and one green that fades to blue. She wears a White corset that has…chainmail sewn into the lining of it under her Dress. The dress is a white silk and has a plunging neckline that reveals just the right amount of flesh, and it hugs in all the right places but not too tight as to look slutty. It has been…
cut and torn from many fights revealing extra flesh. Around her neck she wears a Silver chain and on that chain is a Silver cross that has onyx inlayed in the arms of it, in the center of the cross is a ruby that looks like an eye. Right ring finger…she wears a Carbon (black) steel ring that looks like a snake with ruby eyes and golden fangs eating its own tail.
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Weapons:A SAI..the blade is about 1.5 ft the hilt is 7 inches long, they have a taperd tang that extends and flares out after about 9 inches they have blood red leather wrapped around the hilt, the hilt is capped with silver and it folds in on the leather keeping it in place and a Katana, The katana is made of folded steel engraved with kanji for Honor, Duty, Life, Death. The blade itself is painted black and fades to a red blade, The tang (hand guard is a Black Dragon curling around in a circle with ruby eyes and his nostrils…shadowdassassin: billowing smoke, The hilt is wrapped with a Black leather with gold fibers in it forming small diamonds and samurai helms, The leather is held in place by a onyx Cap squeezed on the end of it, embossed on the cap is the face of an oni demon.

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Lyrics to Bury Me Alive

There’s no use in crying
All my tears won’t drown my pain
Free me from your sorrow
I can’t grieve you again

I watched you let yourself die
And now it’s too late to save you
This time

You bury me alive
And everybody’s gotta breathe somehow
Don’t leave me to die
You’re too consumed by your own emptiness and lies

All I did was love you
Now I hate the nightmare you’ve become
I can’t let you fool me
I won’t need you again

I watched you let yourself die
And now it’s too late to save you
This time

You bury me alive
And everybody’s gotta breathe somehow
Don’t leave me to die
You’re too consumed by your own emptiness and lies

From You bury me alive
And everybody’s gotta breathe somehow
Don’t leave me to die
You’re too consumed by your own emptiness and lies

I can’t feel this love we used to hold
All I see is black and cold
As I try to pull you to the ground
To the ground

Everybody’s gotta breathe somehow
Don’t leave me to die
You’re too consumed by all your emptiness

You bury me alive
And everybody’s gotta breathe somehow
Don’t leave me to die
You’re too consumed by your own emptiness and lies

You bury me alive
And everybody’s gotta breathe somehow
Don’t leave me to die
You’re too consumed by your own emptiness and lies
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Poem—Suicidal Christmas

She awaits atop of the stairs
In her quiet, creaky room
For someone to show their face –
To take her out of her misery.

She has been alone on Christmas
In her quiet, creaky room
For the past six years of her life.
She waits and waits, but no one comes

She stares out of her window
Watching the snow fall silently
Coating the black night
With a soft, white blanket

The wind, ever-so-softly
Keeps her company in her quiet, creaky room
Where she wonders what she lives for
And why she should stay.

When she comes with nothing,
She grabs a sweatshirt and a razorblade
And walks out, ever-so-softly
Of her quiet, creaky room

She floats down the stairs
With wondering eyes on her surroundings
“Damn, I loved this place.” She thinks.
But all it did was hurt her.

She opens the wooden door
And takes a step out to the concrete stair
Leaving behind her family and friends
For the very last time

With fearful eyes she walks swiftly to the forest
Leaving footprints with every step.
She comes to an clearing
And takes a deep breath

“This is it. This is my final memory.”
She takes the razor and slashes violently on arms
That have seen this actions so many times before.
She gasps, but then smiles.

Her vision becomes blurry
Her mind is blank
She drops to the ground
And leaves red pools of blood in the white snow