1999EaglesFan's messages

Hey, its been a LONG while. You wont understnd the following, but i thought I’d give you a heads up, for being a good person.
My farewell,
To such great joy has been brought to me by others, however only as a welcoming gift. So much learned, gained, lost overtime. Time which will go on with or without ones existence. Merely a nuisence we are as life to judge time, to give a name, meaning, and purpose just as we do everything else. Such is emotions, which are simplistic in its most complex forms. They cannot be explained. They cannot be controlled. However some try, and even with all of those efforts combined nothing is made…. I joined kong as a simple user of the internet, but so much has happened after this point. Almost immediatly after joining kong, I had friends, “Huzzah, friends!!”, so simple I was then. Only a few people knew me, and I knew few people. Life was easy, it had its ups and downs. I came to know more people…. things became more thrilling, more tense, I began feelling depent on kong to spend time with these people. Relationships became denser, I found myself as the “Universal point”. All “bonds” were linked to me as it seemed. Then there are the bonds between those people, which come back to me. I started to feel overwhelmed by this thought, but continued on….. Then…. Then the mind games began…. so much it was, I would start the chain, touching a bond, then that would go to the one person, then spread to my closest friends, then vibrate between them to the point it gets sent back to me, the “Universal point”. All of this is emotional torture, while my friends are torn between themselves and me. I have decided to cut bonds….. arcnspy, wolf, phye, cayh…. you are my closest friends and I will never cut you, but I have scared you so that im afraid it might all be too much. And phye, you will never have to repay me, being my first friend, never playing games with me, never leaving me as i recall. Wolf, you have brought me joy to the fullest, maybe more reliable than phye, but such a short time, we are only in the welcoming gift stage still. Arc, you have done nothing but please me, but also never around for anything. Cayh you are the newest, I would just like say hi and give you a heads up, it was nice spending time with you. All I have ever done on kong is cause conflict, misery, and pain… so much comes back to me…. And so, my farewell, I am leaving kong for good, I will never use this acc again and I will not make a new one, I will only come to kong as a guest, as I did before. You all have 1 chance, 1 chance to convince me to stay. I will be on kong for 7 more days. If none succeed, I’m leaving, either catch me when I’m on, or give me a shout. Bye.