IHateYou__

i am a romantic
designed to devastate
what i wish to carry on,
i inadvertently decimate
i am an empath,
made to find frailty
lost inplace with my design
ruining serenity…
i am a phlosipher
putting power behind each verse
with all of this colliding
being my everlasting curse
there are poeple out there
needing to make friends
i hope that they avoid me
or i’ll remind them of what anguish sends…
if you cannot figure out,
why it is WRONG that this is mine,
sit back and i’ll explain to you,
about my cruel design…

my bleeding heart has several wounds,
cousing haunting yells
FORCING chilling cries
pacing within me,
all thats shatters is my shell
as another friendship dies
my lungs breath the air of a slayer
of relationships and lives…
and my words make me HATE myself
for the affliction they entice…
my thoughts alone
fuel how i kill
as i watch everyone run from me
cradeling there emotional bloodspills
on its own my stride
can raize a life
as i aggressively hunt for prey
with my serraded verbal knife…

but this is not the worst of me
my design is deeper
so far all this pain is verbal suffering

im worse when acting arbatraraly
my design is so much darker
when i lash out physicly

my hands, are not symbolic, for love.
i find joy, in crushing mourning dove.
i break, destroy, devastate.
i inflict dissassemble, uncreate,
and it hurts more, each time i maime..
hurting me more, with each life i claim..
stalk target, eviscerate
shedding my tears as i humilliate.
shedding their blood as i eliminate.
crying out, as i erase,
unlike others… i have no place.
stealthful slash assassinate.
now do you see!?
is it now known!?
in the garden you are standing in
only travesty has grown!
my eyes scan you,
and what there telling me…
is that your simple, fragile, and weak…
this makes me need to cause you agony…
i am a romantic,
designed to devastate,
i wish nothing to carry on,
that way i dont obliterate.
i am an empath
and should NOT find frailties,
i should see emotions,
not corruption in everything!
i am a philosipher,
the intellegence thrashes my mind…
wiping me from existsance
making me… like the emotions i cant find.
i am full disruption, designed to seal fate.
cut, chill, lacerate,
swipe bash, annhilate
and murder till my end.
so save yourself desapair,
or i will break you.
either way… im to dark to care…
so if you wish to keep your heartbeart
and dont want your life to end…
then i give you one chance now,
to GET THE HELL AWAY ME MY FRIEND!
one day i’ll be delivered,
right into my fate,
at the end of my, unstable path,
when im allowed to fade…
and im the source of vengance,
on my writhing trail
for reasons unkown to me
i force everything to fail…
since your your not afraid to walk with me
i’ll let you keep your breathing,
and let you feel your pulse,
before crushing you with subtlety.
on second thought… no…
i hate pain, and it hurts to have to let it go!
i watch you exanginate,
im exilerated by the blood’s flow.
and if one day i can change…
i only hope, that i, will never know…

I know it must be hard for you To hear my love was really true And when I saw the future All I could see was you And then you went and broke my heart And left me here to cry And that’s when I began to think That I would rather die You pushed me as far as I could go And this, my dear, you need to know Truly, I did love you so And time made this love grow But swiftly the days seem to fly And, still, these tears I seem to cry I always sit and wonder why I just can’t let this go These feelings I won’t push aside The reasons I can’t abide The feelings I can not hold inside For my love never died

>I did not write this!<