I’m feeling mean today
Not lost, not blown away
Just irritated and quite hated
Self control breaks down
Why’s everything so tame?
I Like my life insane
I’m fabericating and debating
Who I’m gonna kick around
Right now
Can’t find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you
Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you
Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you
Right now
I can’t control myself
I Fucking hate you
I’m feeling cold today
Not hurt just Fucked away
I’m devastated and frustrated
God I feel so bound
So why’d I feel the need?
I think it’s time to bleed
I’m gonna cut myself
and watch the blood hit the ground
Right now
Can’t find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you
Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you
Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you
Right now
I can’t control myself
I Fucking hate you
You open your mouth again
I swear I’m gonna break it
You open your mouth again,
Oh God I cannot take it
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I’ll Fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I’ll Fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I’ll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I’ll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I’ll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I’ll Fuck you up!
Right now
Can’t find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you
Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you
Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you
Right now
I can’t control myself
I Fucking hate you
I Fucking hate you [x4]
I Fucking hate you (Shut up!) [x3]
Shut up!
Why can’t you ever back down?
Why can’t you just shut your face?
Oh god the feelings I feel
Would get me thrown in a cage
You’re the one who’s always screaming at me
I’m the one that keeps your lives so care free
What the fuck more do you want me to be?
Why must you do this to me?
Run away, I can’t see
Lead the way, make them pay
Counting, on me.
Always hoping I’ll be
There for all of your problems
and in turn you’re never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can’t take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave
You see the pain in my face
While you keep putting me down
Inside the rage starts to build
You push me I won’t go down
You’re the one who’s always screaming at me
I’m the one that keeps your lives so care free
What the fuck more do you want me to be?
Why must you do this to me?
Run away, I can’t see
Lead the way, make them pay
Counting, on me.
Always hoping I’ll be
There for all of your problems
and in turn you’re never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can’t take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave
Could it really be the day, today?
Could this really make the problems go away?
I’m going to hurt just not in time
Right now!
- I take in all I can now
Right Now!
- You’ve torn us all part
Right Now!
- There is nothing you can do to stop me
Right now [x9]
Counting, on me.
Always hoping I’ll be
There for all of your problems
and in turn you’re never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can’t take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave [x2]
* Here It Comes Again *
Pounding, it starts again
Hurting, oh where do I begin?
Screaming, they dance around my head
Hoping, they’ll maybe end up dead
Feeling it grab hold, what can I say?
Really fucked up again (I gotta do this right)
I can’t fucking given in (I feel that I can fight)
Can’t I ever win (I’ll keep it on my mind)
Here it comes again!
Silent it goes away
Patient, oh really should I stay?
Trying so hard to get ahead
Failure, is often where I’m lead
Feeling it grab hold, what can I say?
Really fucked up again (I gotta do this right)
I can’t fucking given in (I feel that I can fight)
Can’t I ever win (I’ll keep it on my mind)
Here it comes again!
Oh I must hold on
Oh I won’t be gone
Oh I won’t stop now
Oh I don’t know how
Why I can’t hold on?
Why I can’t be gone?
Why I can’t stop now?
Why I’m don’t know how?
Here we go again (again) [x8]
Feeling it grab hold, what can I say?
Really fucked up again (I gotta do this right)
I can’t fucking given in (I feel that I can fight)
Can’t I ever win (I’ll keep it on my mind)
Here it comes again!
* Deep Inside *
I’m not doing great
I feel like I’m dead
Not thinking straight
Inside my body, troubled, full of hate
I had to let it out before it’s too late
Deep Inside, It can’t hide!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can’t escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside
Why won’t it fade
Outside I had to lie; “I’m ok”,
I hope someday, I’ll stop getting pain
I guess this is a lie, I have made
Deep Inside, It can’t hide!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can’t escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside
What am I doing?
I can’t believe this
I have been hiding
Wanting to be less
Giving to people,
They take from me
Always they bringing drama to me
Look, look at me now
NOWWWWWWWW
Feeling so lost and betrayed
why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can’t escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside
I can’t stand all this fucking Pain
Please god just go away
Please god just make the pain…
 "Inmetsu")