Itaru

We are only the result of all the experience we had in our life. So in a way, all of our choices are already determined, we being “forced” to act in a certain way and make certain decisions by our past experiences. Which means that choice is an illusion. And a life without choice isn’t worth living.

Therefore, life isn’t worth living.

Yay !

So, that’s basically what I think of the world. Before you ask, I’m not a happy person, even if I used to be. I’m sad, lonely, old (Not really), and even godless, to top it all. I’m also kind of an attention whore, though not as much as those emo kids you see complaining about the lack meaning of life on facebook, while ABSOLUTELY NOBODY CARES DAMMIT.

No, I’m much better than they are. I only complain here.

I’m currently undergoing a 5 years scholarship in some lame programming school, which steals up to 10 thousands euros (Yeah, I’m french, add that to the list of my sins) to my family every year.

I don’t like programming.

I don’t like spending 60 hours a week at school.

I don’t even enjoy WORKING.

But I don’t have the balls to take my life into my own hands, to say “STOP THIS MADNESS” and to leave my home for the woods, where I’d live of wild strawberries and clear water.

Dang, I hate hippies. I hate a lot of things in fact. Namely, I hate rap, people who enjoy working, happy people… And that’s about it in fact.

Meanwhile, I DO love a lot of things. I love playing some videogames, and I adore cinema and good TV series (Game of Thrones, can you hear me?). I also sometimes enjoy a good fantasy book.

I also like men, by the way. At least, I used to like them a few years ago. When I was like… 15? 16 maybe? Damn, that was completely illegal… I may be able to send a few of my “lovers” in jail, or at least sue them and get rich in the process. M’eh. Can’t even remember their names.

Anyway, that’s little old me in a nutshell. Feel free to mock me now.