JosefEliasson343

I miss my sister ;c

I wish that I could get a visit to my home anytime soon so I can see where I live. O_O I have this perception that knowing where I live could be very useful. But noo they delayed the visit with one or three months. Stupid-ass rules about not being allowed to write ANYTHING about this place on the internet. How can I tell about what is going on?

Telling what has happened in the past is not as fun. But one thing crossed my mind yesterday when I was walking around in cirkles. I work as best early in the morning. I get up around six o’clock due to not feeling to lie in my bed anymore. Then I either walk around in cirkles or take a seat in front of a computer. In the evening I want to do things I like and I go to bed around eight o’clock. It is not that I force myself to go to sleep. It is just that I get tired and have nothing to do that makes me fall asleep and wake up early. My dream job would be a job starting at half past six in the morning, making me having to get up at five and prepare myself in peace before going to work, which shouldn’t lie too long away from home. The job should have a calm environment so I can work in peace, without dogs, radios, TVs and happy people. It should be a job where I get to think much and not strain myself physically. A job that serves a good purpose so I can feel that I am needed anyhow. I should end the day early so I can do the stuff I like on my freetime, when I want to have my freetime.

Of course it is not easy to find such a job, especially when you live at a mental hospital. I am just glad if I can move out from this place ASAP. Back to everyday where wrong is wrong completely right on spot.