by doing everything as you're told - you plod along through life. you see things as they are, dank and lifeless. The only plus side to total obedience is the wealth it brings. by doing what you want, the world becoems a more colourful, thus "happy". However, by rejecting social norms and values too much, you become a crazed person, with each thing becoming more blurred (thin squares). eventually, doing your own thing and rejecting the wants and needs of others leaves you walking a seemingly endless path, with the only ending being dissapointment and loneliness.