Reef107

Make ready for war
To breathe in the ashes of misery
Prepare the gallows
In fear, death finds its finality
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You are not defined by failures
A heart of truth is forged from the struggle to overcome
Pick up your weary head and look to your Maker’s eyes
There is more to life than living afraid to die
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Death is not what scares me, it’s the apathy of being alive
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What do people gain from all their labors
at which they toil under the sun?
Generations come and generations go,
but the earth remains forever.
The sun rises and the sun sets,
and hurries back to where it rises.
The wind blows to the south
and turns to the north;
round and round it goes,
ever returning on its course.
All streams flow into the sea,
yet the sea is never full.
To the place the streams come from,
there they return again.
All things are wearisome,
more than one can say.
The eye never has enough of seeing,
nor the ear its fill of hearing.
What has been will be again,
what has been done will be done again;
there is nothing new under the sun.
Is there anything of which one can say,
“Look! This is something new”?
It was here already, long ago;
it was here before our time.
No one remembers the former generations,
and even those yet to come
will not be remembered
by those who follow them.
/ Ecc 1:4-11
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I mean to hurt none, but sadly will in my anger and arrogance
There is no excuse for our hypocrisy and greed
There is no excuse for our hatred and persecution we exult
But I speak for us all
God knows who is his, and out of all who say ‘I am a Christian’, No one knows the heart of a man except that spirit within that man.
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The emptiness, the void, it once consumed me
The world was once my home
With no hope and no desire
I was saved by His grace alone
I looked to heaven after the truth above was shown to me
He helped me look up above
That emptiness, that void, has left my heart forever
And I want you to know the love that I feel, the joy
The strength in suffering, weakness, and fulfillment
Only then, this world is not your home
Only then, you’ll see you’re not alone
And then, you’ll just be visiting
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About me (I guess?): I have annoyed and probably hurt people here, but I, while blaming myself, think that part of the issue is that I am not talking to you in person. I am VERY blunt and straight forward and I mean no harm to anyone here. My choice of words is a challenge for me so please be patient and open-minded with me. I’m really bad at judging myself and what I’m like so if you want to know anything about me here are a few big things I’ve had people describe me as.
1. My friends call me a Chaotic Good
2. I took the test and instead got a Lawful Good
3. I think that sharing personal issues that are emotionally harmful SOULDN’T be put in the chat. I will tell you to shut up if I know you’re coming at it wrong. If so, shut up and stop bragging. If you are alone and have no one else to turn to, be sincere, don’t be hateful or unwilling to accept advice.
4. If you don’t trust my own judgment, ask davey321 about me. He may just say something about poking me but that’s irrelevant.
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That’s all folks! ©