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Hi. I don’t really know what to put here… how about some things about me? About – Me
I like cats. They’re so cute. I speak British English. I like the colours dark blue, dark red, brown and black. I personally love chilly wind and rain, water, you know, that kind of stuff. I am selfish
I realised that I’ve rejected the world and as it is, I can tell that this is a serious problem. I escape into the internet for comfort. Unfortunately, I am, for some reason, a naturally fast learner, so in school I get unwanted attention because I’m always like, top 15 in my class. My class is kind of dumb, but it still attracts unwanted attention. I never studied, but my constantly good grades still persists. Failing on purpose doesn’t seem like a good idea; my ideal life is to live normally, and if I can’t, I’d rather live happily, but in solitude. I lack confidence in speech, hence my seeking of solace in the internet. With that said, please be however you want to me. I suppress anger and sadness really well, and being lonely isn’t a problem for me. I do have something I can’t control, and that is my maturity. I can get serious at the right place at the right time, but I just can’t seem to switch fast enough. Take school, for example. Let’s say during class. I would be serious and attentive. But as soon as recess starts, I feel awkward due to my inability to relax and fool around, like normal people do. I’ve said normal, but really, I know there isn’t such an ideal thing as “normal”. “Everyone is unique”, is what everyone would say, but in reality, could we really accept what is in front of our eyes? We don’t fear our weakness; no, we fear our strength. We don’t believe in it, and only those who managed to cross the line into believing it could ever accept life completely. But until we cross that line, reality is just an illusion and it really doesn’t matter. Updates on me
Ah, after typing that out (read above), I’ve relieved loads of stress and my chest feels lighter…
Umm…
Hi. I don’t really know what to put here… how about some things about me? About – Me
I like cats. They’re so cute. I speak British English. I like the colours dark blue, dark red, brown and black. I personally love chilly wind and rain, water, you know, that kind of stuff. I am selfish
I realised that I’ve rejected the world and as it is, I can tell that this is a serious problem. I escape into the internet for comfort. Unfortunately, I am, for some reason, a naturally fast learner, so in school I get unwanted attention because I’m always like, top 15 in my class. My class is kind of dumb, but it still attracts unwanted attention. I never studied, but my constantly good grades still persists. Failing on purpose doesn’t seem like a good idea; my ideal life is to live normally, and if I can’t, I’d rather live happily, but in solitude. I lack confidence in speech, hence my seeking of solace in the internet. With that said, please be however you want to me. I suppress anger and sadness really well, and being lonely isn’t a problem for me. I do have something I can’t control, and that is my maturity. I can get serious at the right place at the right time, but I just can’t seem to switch fast enough. Take school, for example. Let’s say during class. I would be serious and attentive. But as soon as recess starts, I feel awkward due to my inability to relax and fool around, like normal people do. I’ve said normal, but really, I know there isn’t such an ideal thing as “normal”. “Everyone is unique”, is what everyone would say, but in reality, could we really accept what is in front of our eyes? We don’t fear our weakness; no, we fear our strength. We don’t believe in it, and only those who managed to cross the line into believing it could ever accept life completely. But until we cross that line, reality is just an illusion and it really doesn’t matter. Updates on me
Ah, after typing that out (read above), I’ve relieved loads of stress and my chest feels lighter…
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