Sindyctive's messages

…Because that’s the only thing you have to laugh at, your life consists on a sad and pathetic life, where you are the forever alone in your classroom, your classmates mock you, you didn’t care at first, but you started caring because you just thought: “Why is everyone a moron and I’m not?They have friends, girlfriends, they have everything, a smart person, can’t have. Why god?! Why?!” and then you started to hate human beings, you started to hate your family, your friends, you lost your friends because you realized they weren’t your real friends, they just mocked you along with the other students and then, you stole money from your parents and went to a slum, there you talked to a big black guy, who led you to an arms dealer, you bought a gun, because you knew you had to do something about it, you couldn’t take it anymore, could you?After that, you waited to go to school, there you waited four hours, being mocked, your hatred for them only got bigger and then, that c$nt, yes, that c$nt, who always mocked you, you followed him after school, he didn’t realize it because he was stupid and then, it happened , yes, you shot him, noone heard it though, so, obviously, you had a garbage bag in your backpack, you put him in the garbage bag, took him to the junkyard and left the body there, suddenly, you realized something. You realized that, there wasn’t a God, but people could act like God and then, you knew you were the only one who could act like God , so, next day, you followed a bunch of your classmates and killed them all, you got so happy and laughed so hard when you killed them, it was like the sweet taste of revenge, people talked about students being murdered in the news and you knew noone could find it out, because you did it so well, that noone could think you are a suspect and then you realized, that you were the one and real God .