Man... I feel this way all the time. I waste half my time running around giving gifts to girls I like, and in the end they never talk to me again. So in a way I disappear from their lives.
How am I going to explain THIS to my mom... first waking up in an odd unfamiliar place, then the abusive language, and let's not forget my new "stumps!"
Honestly, a man blows himself up and destroys like 35 people in the prcess. Then an old man walks up to the remains and smiles just as he is thrown backwards by an exploding car. WTF?!?