SoBe_X

Where do you go when people kick you when your down and spit on you because they think your are an insenitive jerk,friends turn their back on you because they agree with the crowd, and you turn into the very thing you swore you wouldn’t be? People despise you for this action with every ounce of their being. Its not like they didnt hate you before, you could stand it then. But now they despise you with a sheer joy. But I guess its true what they say Lifes a bitc* right? And now your friends are agreeing with the crowd as well because they think ur a douche as well. I guess that they can keep thinking that im as cold as the cold wind blows. The bright side is that at on ly my girlfriend and one other of my friends defend me. This whole thing really brought out who my real friends are. And this one thing you did is what you told yourself you would never become no matter what. Now you hate yourself everytime you think of it. But then again when you look at it a second time maybe your wrong. Maybe you have more people who believe in you than you know Maybe you just overexaggerated the whole thing.