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Poems for Friendship and Love
By Bianca

The Desert Rose

As I walked through the harshest desert,
Miles and miles of heat and dirt,
As all hope for life looks bleak,
My eyes grow weary, my legs go weak,
But then an image, a desert Rose,
And from the distance, there it glows,
Like calling me,beckoning me foward,
And next to it an Oasis lays, as an award,
I drank and slept right next to her,
I thanked her lots for guiding me there,
My beautiful and rare, cute Desert Rose,
And for you this poem I had composed…

Alone I Break by Korn

Pick me up
Been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I’ll stop it somehow

I will make it go away
Can’t be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn’t seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Shut me off
I’m ready
Heart stops
I stand alone
Can’t be on my own

I will make it go away
Can’t be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn’t seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I’m running from?
Is there nothing more to come?
(Am I gonna leave this place?)
Is it always black in space?
Am I going to take it’s place?
Am I going to leave this race?
(Am I going to leave this race?)
I’m disguised up in this place?
What is it that I’ve become?
Is there something more to come?
(…More to come)

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn’t seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?
Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn’t seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?
Pick me up
Been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I’ll stop it somehow

I will make it go away
Can’t be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn’t seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Shut me off
I’m ready
Heart stops
I stand alone
Can’t be on my own

I will make it go away
Can’t be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/k/korn/alone+i+break_20080295.html ]
Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn’t seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I’m running from?
Is there nothing more to come?
(Am I gonna leave this place?)
Is it always black in space?
Am I going to take it’s place?
Am I going to leave this race?
(Am I going to leave this race?)
I’m disguised up in this place?
What is it that I’ve become?
Is there something more to come?
(…More to come)

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn’t seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?
Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn’t seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Poems,

Final Part

And I do not know how long I have walked blind,
For I had my soulmate to guide me, hands interwined,
But as always it does not last, for cursed am I,
And I think of any reason I can find to stay alive,
And I realize I never had a chance for happiness,
The dark is near yet I can stop it nontheless,
Yet I do not want to prolong the end of time,
For I am left hopeless, and death is so sublime,
Hope, such a strong and powerfull ally,
Once it leaves the war you lose, and why?
Hope is love, Hope is faith. Lose those two,
And your life is through…
And so my story comes to an end,
And my legacy in your hands i commend.
Talk of love, of life and friends,
Laugh and cry, and make ammends,
Cherish love and all it brings,
And now I leave, on angels wings.

This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end
Of our elaborate plans, the end
Of everything that stands, the end
No safety or surprise, the end
I’ll never look into your eyes…again
Can you picture what will be
So limitless and free
Desperately in need…of some…stranger’s hand
In a…desperate land
Lost in a Roman…wilderness of pain
And all the children are insane
All the children are insane
Waiting for the summer rain, yeah
There’s danger on the edge of town
Ride the King’s highway, baby
Weird scenes inside the gold mine
Ride the highway west, baby
Ride the snake, ride the snake
To the lake, the ancient lake, baby
The snake is long, seven miles
Ride the snake…he’s old, and his skin is cold
The west is the best
The west is the best
Get here, and we’ll do the rest
The blue bus is callin’ us
The blue bus is callin’ us
Driver, where you taken’ us
The killer awoke before dawn, he put his boots on
He took a face from the ancient gallery
And he walked on down the hall
He went into the room where his sister lived, and…then he
Paid a visit to his brother, and then he
He walked on down the hall, and
And he came to a door…and he looked inside
Father, yes son, I want to kill you
Mother…I want to…WAAAAAA
C’mon baby,————- No “take a chance with us”
C’mon baby, take a chance with us
C’mon baby, take a chance with us
And meet me at the back of the blue bus
Doin’ a blue rock
On a blue bus
Doin’ a blue rock
C’mon, yeah
Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill
This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end
It hurts to set you free
But you’ll never follow me
The end of laughter and soft lies
The end of nights we tried to die
This is the end

Poems by Luz Bianca Part 8

The End Of Light

It’s funny how they always celebrate our first steps,
It’s just crushing to see how they ignore the last ones,
We try our best but sometimes thats just not enough,
Sometimes we are just faulty and mess up small stuff,
I wonder if we ever deserved to find happiness,
In the end we die from our excessive loneliness,
But is not death the biggest mercy god can give?
Is it wrong to seek for it for our own relief?
I no longer find light in my own handmade hell,
In my hard little bubble, my own little shell,
I closed myself from my friends and from love,
Because I was scared, but this loneliness im sick of,
The only light I can see is the one from sky,
So its best that I sleep, I sleep and just die…

Never close yourself from others, never push them away…
Never hurt others even by accident, always hold them up high…
Never close out the light, for in darkness you’ll drown…
And from the darkness, no one will bring you back…
The End Of Light

Poems by Luz Bianca Part 7

The Red

As I am walking through my green mile,
No memories left to make me smile…
I think I have reached a point in life,
Where my only friend is this knife…
As the crimson liquid escapes from me,
Spreading into the vast dead sea…
Will you be there to guide me through?
After what I did, long known taboo…
Someone save me from this dream,
Does anybody hear my scream?

The Gift

But then a creature named Greed told him if he could borrow it, promising him wealth and possesions, men accepted, a year later Greed returned him the Crystal Heart, it was almost the same, except it looked a bit dirty, he didnt pay mind to it, and went on his way…

Then he met a being called Hate, he too asked him if he could borrow his gift, he promised him strength and proteccion, men once again foolishly accepted, two years later Hate returned it, by now the Crystal Heart looked quite dirty, but he thought God wouldnt mind, He could always cleen it later…

A couple years later he met a gourgeos women named Lust, she also asked for the heart, promising women and pleasure, men once again accepted, only now he wasnt as innocent as he once was, he knew what he was doing, but he could only see what he would gain, three years later the Heart was returned, it now looked more like a rock than crystal…

Fifty years had passed, and he had continued to borrow the gift of God, he had completely forgottened his promise, then an Angel named Death appeared befor him, the angel looked at him with pain in his eyes for he knew what would await him, he took his life an his mission was done, and men just waited for God…

Finally God asked him for the Heart, he gave it to Him, it now looked like a dirty onix stone, God looked at it and asked him what that was, he told Him it was his gift, God was shocked to see what happend to His gift, He asked him, “Didnt I told you to treat well” “Do you really hate your life this much”, men had no answer, he couldnt look Him in the eyes, for he finally understood just what God had gave him…

God had gave him the best gift, he gave him love, and he just threw away, he had been blind, and he hurt his heart for things he didnt need.

Dont waste your Crystal Heart like him, treasure it, let it love, let it live, so when you finally meet with God, He´ll be proud of you, dont let it be harmed, dont give yourself to Hate, Greed or others, for they only want pain…

Learn and Live

With Love