I’m sorry mom for leaving you, without saying goodbye
I’m sorry mom for hurting you, I still see you cry
I’m sorry mom, but be happy , I got my wings its true
Something no one ever thought,
So the next time I see you crying, it’s my wing that will be holding you
I’m so sorry mom, and I will always, always love you.
I’m sorry mom, for the things I put you through
I’m sorry mom, for not doing the things you wanted me to do
I’m sorry mom, for leaving you so soon
I’m sorry mom, for that call you got that afternoon
Leaving you was, the last thought on mind
Just like so many, I guess it was just my time
I thought about you, the last minutes of my life
I thought about my son and I even thought about my wife
But momma I can imagine, how this must be for you
Because I see you, when you are alone
When nobody else do
I don’t want you to feel so much pain
There’s really no one to blame
Tell dad to stop grieving
I see his pain as well
I almost didn’t make it in
Ya'll know the life I live
But I had a second chance
And the Lord heard my prayer
My life wasn’t taking instance
I had time to repent
I ask the lord to wash my sins
And show me a better way
He opens up new doors for me
And here is where I stay
So tell everyone who doubted me
I made it anyway
My Spirits' been hurt
So deeply by your actions.
It literally turned me off
Of all other attractions.
You were the one who
Broke down my wall,
Opened my heart to love
Not just to you, but to all.
On a pedestal
I held you up, you
Were what made me live
and never to give up.
What a fool I've become
To trust you to love me
How blind I was, how
Couldn't I see?
You were my world or
so it seems,
When my eyes are closed,
In my dreams.
Why would you mark me this way,
you have left a stain that shames my last name.
Because my love for you was so strong.
I thought I could never hate you but I guess I was wrong,
All I can do now is sit and analyze
And hope one day you would realize.
That I did not deserve this and you should have told me.
Today I move on with a heart made of stone,
All I can say I wish I had known.
I thought you would never leave me
I thought you would never lie,
I wish I could just die.
How could you play me this way?
Why would you not tell me instead?
You should had set me free and just let me be!
How could you live with yourself?
How could you look at her face and tell her that you love her?
when you know you should of just told her.
Why drag me along, when you know you were wrong?
You told me you loved me, you told me that you cared.
I believed you because I was scared.
Afraid to loose my lover, not knowing it was all over.
Where was she all this time, when I was sure you were mine?
You promised her eternity, but you could not give me an alternative.
My heart is filled with sorrow
The future we planned is shattered
I lost both of you
in a matter of days
All because of an accident in which
the cause is such a haze.
I am left from the accident all alone
with a reason that is unknown.
I miss you so much
I wish you could come back
I only wish there were a way
to bring you both back to me.
But I know that in this life
that will never be.
The dew of the morning
Sank chill on my brow
It felt like the warning
Of what I feel now.
Thy vows are all broken,
And light is thy fame:
I hear thy name spoken,
And share in its shame.
They name thee before me,
A knell to mine ear;
A shudder comes o'er me
Why wert thou so dear?
They know not I knew thee,
Who knew thee too well:
Long, long shall I rue thee
Too deeply to tell.
In secret we met
In silence I grieve
That thy heart could forget,
Thy spirit deceive.
If I should meet thee
After long years,
How should I greet thee?
With silence and tears.
When we two parted
In silence and tears,
Half broken-hearted,
To sever for years,
Pale grew thy cheek and cold,
Colder thy kiss;
Truly that hour foretold
Sorrow to this.
The days breeze by
The nights fly as if swept up on the wings of an eagle
And through it all
I miss you
I long to see your sweet face
At times you seem so shy
At times you seem so outgoing
And through it all
I love you
To hear you say those words
To see the water fall
Like so many drops of rain
So beautiful
Yet a beauty that torments my soul
I'm sorry I couldn't help
I hear you swear
I hear you yell
I feel the tension in your body
Your muscles knotted
I try to relax you
I wish I could just hold you forever
I wish I were with you
I miss you when you're gone
I love you always and forever
I'm sorry I can't always be who you need
I wish you were here for me to hold
Hard as stone
with hidden fears
she loves in silence
no one hears
Eyes of ice
never to melt
locked feelings
never felt
Spirit of steel
never broken
frozen emotions
left unspoken
Heart of gold
sweet as can be
beautiful soul
she means so much to me.
Take my heart- it's yours
Do with it as you please.
Break it if that's what you want
Burn it if that's what you need
Treasure it if that's what you desire
Hide it away, if that's what makes you happy
Lock it up, it'll always be there
Drop it in a puddle, the rain will wash it away,
Toss it in the gargbage, it'll rot away,
Love it with all you've got and I'll love you with all I've got
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