apwel's messages

I’m a aggressive hardcore gamer, I’m socially awkward I have a hard time keeping a conversation going, I’m don’t have many friends because I’m complicated and it takes time to figure me out and understand/except who I am and most people don’t want to take the time to try to figure me out. Basically there are 3 things that matter to me in life…
(1) my family – Well I have 2 amazing sisters, a mom who cant stick up for herself or anyone else, & a abusive step-dad. And even tho they used to let my step-dad whip me with a belt and hit me when I was younger (& it was legal back then) And even tho they bail on me a lot, & 99.9 we don’t get along & are fighting, I DO love them, I mean there my family.
(2) my dog – he is a dumber than a box of rocks, but he is the loyalist friend u will ever find. he knows more about me than anyone else, he is more than a dog to me he is like a brother to me, he is always there for me even when everyone has left me he is always there.
(3) videogames – I let all my anger and frustration through videogames, I take gaming VERY seriously.