evo896's messages

You’re the kid who used to cry at church and run away from the people that supposedly cared about him you did that because you didn’t want to seem weak you knew how much people relied on you and so you tried to hide your weakness the reason you cried was because you were alone and whenever you are alone you were vonerable to your own thoughts so why did you run when people try to help you you probably would have been fine if you would like them the only spread yourself too thin and stress yourself out why do you do that why did God make it so that you care so much why did he make you so strict with yourself why can’t you be like everyone else they seem to have so much fun but then again that’s not fun to you is it you want to prove your brothers wrong but you don’t study or do your school work so its your fault but you’re not smart enough by their standards you need to stop distracting yourself why did you even start I know why you’re trying to stop yourself from thinking do people actually care about you do your friends care about you or do they just use you take advantage of you maybe you and Jaycee aren’t that different after all…

Why can’t you be better you mother whore you never get anything right you’re socially awkward and absolutely stupid no one wants you no one wants to be with you you’ll die alone with no one to remember you you couldn’t even keep your promise you’re nothing but trash that’s why Jaycee won’t keep you as a boyfriend you’re not worth anything to her