nomogoodnames

I never thought I’d take the time to change this, but I am. I am, in a way, schizophrenic. I have times when I’m silly and can be stupid, usually this happens because of dopamine, you know, enjoyment. Other times I’m sort of trying to be deep, but can’t unravel the mysteries of my mind. I don’t know who I am exactly. I try to be unselfish, unwanting, but when you try to do this, you still end up looking selfish. I go to sleep and regret everything, every night, time wasted, future wasting of time, and the regret of my lack of knowledge to do what I’ve always wanted. We are bound by the mysteries of our time, and we can never break free until we find the right answers to the right questions.