my depressing song, brink of insanity
even in a crowd, i feel all alone, no matter where i am, i never feel at home, every1 insults me, with asserted agression, forcing me inside myself, into a hopeless depression, i try to cry out in despair, but no matter how loud i yell, no one cares, i just keep shouting out, more and more, i am more lonely. than ever b4. people dont know how i feel, if this keeps up, ill never heal, every time i care for some one else i am torn apart, whenever i hold some one close to me, i am stabbed through the heart, living through heartbreak and death, causes me unbearable pain, soon i will loose myself, and go insane, its hard to see clearly through blurry tears, seeing people everyday, is my greatest fear, i always dream of people, excepting me, but everyday seems like a deluded, fantasy,every time i care for some one else i am torn apart, whenever i hold some one close to me, i am stabbed through the heart, living through heartbreak and death, causes me unbearable pain, soon i will loose myself, and go insane, its hard to see clearly through blurry tears, seeing people everyday, is my greatest fear, i always dream of people, excepting me, but every day it seems like a deluded, fantasy, im fading away, im loosing my mind, i just cant wait, to leave this world behind if people saw me, theyd know im crying inside, but before id give them a chance, id try to hide, i just stare at the puddle, of my tears left on the floor, looking at myself, as i was once before, im afraid to let people get close to me and try to help, to prevent heart break, i just stay to myself, even tho im lonelyer than ive ever been, im just afraid, to get hurt again, and try as i might, i just try in vain, cause i know this is how it is, and it will never change
my depressing song, brink of insanity
even in a crowd, i feel all alone, no matter where i am, i never feel at home, every1 insults me, with asserted agression, forcing me inside myself, into a hopeless depression, i try to cry out in despair, but no matter how loud i yell, no one cares, i just keep shouting out, more and more, i am more lonely. than ever b4. people dont know how i feel, if this keeps up, ill never heal, every time i care for some one else i am torn apart, whenever i hold some one close to me, i am stabbed through the heart, living through heartbreak and death, causes me unbearable pain, soon i will loose myself, and go insane, its hard to see clearly through blurry tears, seeing people everyday, is my greatest fear, i always dream of people, excepting me, but everyday seems like a deluded, fantasy,every time i care for some one else i am torn apart, whenever i hold some one close to me, i am stabbed through the heart, living through heartbreak and death, causes me unbearable pain, soon i will loose myself, and go insane, its hard to see clearly through blurry tears, seeing people everyday, is my greatest fear, i always dream of people, excepting me, but every day it seems like a deluded, fantasy, im fading away, im loosing my mind, i just cant wait, to leave this world behind if people saw me, theyd know im crying inside, but before id give them a chance, id try to hide, i just stare at the puddle, of my tears left on the floor, looking at myself, as i was once before, im afraid to let people get close to me and try to help, to prevent heart break, i just stay to myself, even tho im lonelyer than ive ever been, im just afraid, to get hurt again, and try as i might, i just try in vain, cause i know this is how it is, and it will never change
 "whitewolf235")