Recent posts by MmeBunneh on Kongregate

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Topic: Off-topic / The Departing Thread

So, I suppose it all comes down to this.

I have already told an administrator I will be stepping down as I am leaving Kongregate. I do not know if or when I’ll return. To briefly explain right now I joined Kongregate and OT in February 2013. I knew about Kongregate for years and I was asked to join for years prior, but I didn’t.

Kongregate was never my intention to become something I’d put my life into ever.

It was always and always will be my brother’s. Right now I’m being kissed and cuddled nonstop by my dog in my parents place of all places. Nugget wasn’t just my dog though, my brother’s, too.

This place has given me an opportunity and time with my brother that I’ll always cherish and remember. It was supposed to be a stupid short term thing as I tried my best to move on with the results of my blood work finally freeing me from my past. On my own time I have grown to love this place and then some more. I need to get away and take time to help myself and in time help others like my brother, too. I also need to start figuring out how to help my parents pay for all the fees as they are still stuck with paying the ICU bills, medical bills, and now funeral expenses that my sibling left behind.

I knew my brother and in a lot of ways I didn’t.

One thing I learned from other people about my brother is that he could never have been stopped by anyone for anything. That includes himself. I won’t come back to this thread and I certainly won’t come back to this forum so here is a fuck all of everything I have always wanted to say:

Every single one of you, no matter how much of an awful person you may think you are or want to be perceived as on the internet, love yourselves and love those around you. I will never understand that as my sibling loved the world and its people while I only loved the numbers I saw everywhere.

Nothing could have stopped my brother. I didn’t know how much he struggled, I didn’t know that even when he was advocating and fighting for others he couldn’t tell himself those same words back. He did some things that were pretty awful but who hasn’t done that?

If you still say that you don’t have anyone in your life that will talk to you, that you don’t have anyone who loves you dearly, that you can’t imagine living past 16 years of age, talk to me. Please, just talk to me. There are a lot of ways to contact me off of this website and I’m sure knowing this forum as well as I do from all of my lurking and posting days, you’ll find a way.

Some of you all have come out to me in my time here as being transgender. Some of you all have come out to me as being queer. You are all my family in that sense that we have commonality. Families fight, but at the end of the day when my mother of all people asked me something this morning. She asked, if she volunteered someday for a transgender organization would maybe someday save someone’s life?

I hope that shows people do change.

Here are a few numbers, websites, and organizations:

Trans Lifeline
Website: http://www.translifeline.org/
Phone (US): 877-565-8860
Phone (Canada): 877-330-6366

The Trevor Project
Website: http://www.thetrevorproject.org/
Phone: 866-488-7386
Text: Available, go on the website first.
Chat: Available, go on the website first.

I have nothing else left to say beyond that the time I spent in OT with all of you were sometimes one of my most frustrating, sometimes one of my dearest, and sometimes the one place I could feel like I was on equal footing with the world.

Thank you and good bye.

 
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Topic: Off-topic / DO YOU LEAVE YOUR PC TURNED ON ALL THE TIME

I keep my laptop shut off.

 
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Topic: The Arts / ★ Avatar Request Thread™ ★

You’re glorious, thank you for the gif.

 
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Topic: Off-topic / What are you listening to?

Bankzy killed the thread.

Plus some other OTers.

 
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Topic: Off-topic / Favorite mod edits

Stots and the Crowpacalypse.

 
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Topic: The Arts / ★ Avatar Request Thread™ ★

I like your current display photo.

Could I please have that same rotating background of just blue and grey with my current display photo rabbit flipped and placed in the left hand corner?

 
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Topic: The Arts / Kingdom of Bunnehs (aka Gallery)

If you think that it’s weird that I like rabbits, you should rather hope to never come across me working on a ciphertext or any type of code breaking.

I magically lost Photoshop at some point of my laptops lifespan with me so I just go back and forth from Elements and GIMP right now depending on what I want to do. I tend to like GIMP simply as I’ve rather gotten interested in electrical design and computer controlled machinery in the past year so I use Inkscape and what not also.

Edit:

You just edited your post it seems. You’re more than welcome to, I have gotten some advice from others also which I’ll at some point work on.

 
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Topic: Off-topic / Tell me about your weekend, OT.

I’m alive.

I’m eating Indian food and drinking the tears of OTers.

 
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Topic: The Arts / Kingdom of Bunnehs (aka Gallery)

I have a new drawing tablet. I haven’t really used it much since I got it but the first thing I did with it to break in the nib was this. I’ll be fixing and finishing this once I have more time/don’t get bored of it (e.g. proportions, ears).

Tl;dr Where I Left Off

Initial Quick Sketch and Colour Block




Flipping Old Layers On/Off








 
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Topic: Off-topic / Kongbitrary Day 2015 - Temporarily Locked, Cross Fingers

I am temporarily locking this as I proceed with finishing up Kongbitrary Day by digging through all of my messages to verify my work. I do apologize it took me so long, I finally was able to recover my password for Kongregate so I could sign on with my laptop.

The final post with all the gifts will go up in the next few days (I’ll have to keep checking to see if the posts will break in old posts and what not) and this thread will be re-opened for seven days, and then will finally end.

Any last minute gifts to your giftees feel free to send them by Tuesday. All names will be released for all pairings regardless of gifts not being sent. Since this post not a single person sent a gift after.

 
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Topic: Off-topic / If you created your own world, what would it look like?

Everyone would be assigned a number, have their own public key they use to identify one another, and a private key, and encryption will be commonplace. Blue and grey would be the standard colours that all citizens are required to wear one article of either colours.

Beyond that all individuals would go through alternative education to better suit how they learn best, offer trades early on and still have education available if they change their mind, and create work environments of excellent people for the roles they’re best in.

Any offenses done would require those to be placed into a blue collar job if not enough people were willing to do the work. They would attend mandatory community meetings regarding their offense and rehabilitate them to normal life. All severe offenses (e.g. murder) would be permanent work on a farm for the rest of their life.

 
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Topic: Off-topic / My questions are getting even more supid

I listed four as one of them would leave the group to go out on their own.

Rather obvious who, too.

 
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Topic: Off-topic / My questions are getting even more supid

Maowee, Azn, Gevock, Hallu.

Mix of silly yet cautious, confidence without fail, a medic, and a welder who’s able to build metal contraptions (and muscle).

 
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Topic: Off-topic / Did anybody cry today?

You can’t have me if you want to become me silly.

That and I’m not interested in frivolous quickened relations ending in death. It’s cliché, dearie, and that’s not my style.

 
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Topic: Off-topic / Did anybody cry today?

You can be anything you want to be whereas your tears for me are useless.

Well, not completely useless as its a way to cope with your clearly built up emotional response you had for me. I suppose I should be grateful, thank you for your tears.

 
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Topic: Off-topic / Did anybody cry today?

Originally posted by 43263634:

Yes
When I found out Mme came back.

It’s okay to cry.

Just let those tears flow on your leggings and Ugg boots while you fall to shambles with pumpkin lattes. I’m sure Starbucks would hire you to be their next Instagram model.

 
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Topic: Off-topic / this is why I'm single

Looks like someone was on the front page of Imgur today.

 
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Topic: Off-topic / Kids

Just because you’re getting older doesn’t correlate to having more experiences which some may correlate to being more “smart”.

 
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Topic: Off-topic / fav movie

Schinder’s List or Le Huitième Jour probably, maybe Howl’s Moving Castle and How to Train Your Dragon also.

 
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Topic: Off-topic / Did anybody cry today?

Nah.

I’m sure plenty in the world did today though otherwise.

 
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Topic: Off-topic / gee this new mod sure is helping

I’ve just risen from the dead.

It’s called morning.

 
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Topic: Off-topic / What's new, OT?

I’m quite awake and alive for a morning.

I’ll be finishing up Kongbitrary Day tomorrow in the evening. Other than that I’ve just been the usual, being sick, working (a lot less, thanks for your concerns Uber, please keep fighting for people to not have to work to death for me!), and beyond that just adjusting to adulthood a bit more with bills.

Still self studying so I suppose this is my second gap year now. Cheers.

 
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Topic: Off-topic / What's new, OT?

Guess what time of the year it is, my usual Defcon trip!

I’m currently about to board a train to Boston to catch my first flight. I’m really excited, I’m flying on a different airline that I’ve never flown before. It’s notoriously known for being quite a bit consumer-unfriendly but cheap (not really if you pack more than a messenger bag).

So with that said, I will not be online until the 10th of August so if you have any pressing issues please private message me. If the matter is urgent have someone who has my number text me please but do realize I will not be reassembling my phone until 01:00-03:00Z daily.

Also just posted an update to Kongbitrary Day.

See you all next week, have a wonderful week to you all.

 
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Topic: Off-topic / Kongbitrary Day 2015 - Temporarily Locked, Cross Fingers

It will not be kept a secret who was supposed to get who.

Unless someone can give me an argument back in a private message I will be releasing all gifts (and yes Mikkmar, you have gifts I just can’t do anything until uh wait one second let me finish what I was saying first) on the 10th of August.

Why the 10th? That’s when I’m officially back from my trip.

Please private message me if you have any questions but I will be virtually impossible to contact this week beyond that. Have someone text me if there’s an urgent need please.

If you turned in a gift and did not receive any please rest assured you will be gifted.

 
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Topic: Off-topic / prove you are not uzzbuzz

I post when I feel like it and change thread titles when I moderate to things like: “ERHMAGHERD BUNBUN GLORIOUSNESS” and stuff like that.