My hopes of when i die is that i start at like a white empty space, then if i f.ex. think a house should appear in front of me, it does, and so on. What i mean is i could create my own world as i want it. Anyways, i would stay dead.
Although i have been an Elder scrolls fan for years, i think you should get Minecraft. If you got some friends who plays games too, you should get them to join in and make an online server, so much more fun. :)