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Topic: Serious Discussion / is it ok to go back on spesal plans with your other half tod same thing with a mate

my gf will often do this then thu she knows how it makes me feel and seems to this its totaly ok to do with out talkn to me about it or saying sory and makn a new date, and would like to see what other think.

in the end iam hopn this will help us both. atm she doest kno about it, and whn i come to show her i kno she may not be overly happy

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / What benefits do you get out of being Satanist, that you can't get for being Christian?

alo they say gd is all frgiving yet is happy to end so many people to hell just coz they diidnt belive in him, if he is real i do agree with him for sending murders and those of done bad things to otherss and not felt any gult of it or say they are happy and proud of it

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / What benefits do you get out of being Satanist, that you can't get for being Christian?

i would say people who dont belive in god are more open minded, and think of more resnable answers for thing, as at the time where christ wa born what we know now is 30x more than what people knew back then, as if we could time traviel we could easy scam a lot of people as back then most people would take any thing u say will help them, and how do we know what jeus was ment of done aculy happend and he wasnt just geting poeple to act out the thing the bible says he did.

as these things still happen to day some random gets some1 from a difrnt town to where they are doing what they do so the person thiers little chance of bean reconised by any one. and make a bunch of money, i look and think of evey kind of answer that i can before taking what i see or hear

 
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Topic: Off-topic / Do you have any physical scars?

I have one on my neck from a big oporarastion back in 04. I had to get a lumb call a Fibroma. Which due to my a condison I have called neurofibromatosis. And may is neurofibromatosis a wereness month.

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / people are mucking up my life

thank, we would ask my gf parents if they were not on staffs side of letn us live in same flat, my parents will just rather i fight my own battles. our well just now my flat is on our side as he also liked her beening here and wil also miss her. atm we are thinkn going right above thier heads and going to our local mp.and leting him know, as they do love thee kind of storys.

agin thanks 4 all your advie, any more idieas are welcome.

the et thing about this kind of forum site is that people tend to stick to gether, as together we are strong. and can make it through any thing and help each other

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / people are mucking up my life

no, scotland. the staff do take advantage of both me and gf, they know he has truble tlkn for her self and at times try and put word in her mouth. they know if i feel taking about some thing that afecting me, they make it look like the out come will be bad if i do voice my feelings or just make it out like they care for my gf feelings and how i feel about does come in the question.

sure at the time thir were some minor probli between me n gf. but we were working thru them and trying to fix them as that what you do when you live together, and due that our bond got better and now i feel like staff are making us avoid them instend of try to fix them

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / people are mucking up my life

tbh thir ant much rules jist basic, dont start fights ect. and they moved her. all we have gotn from staff is aww it be better 4 her, thirs nothn u can u do u have to just acept it.

my physical problims comes from a genetic condition, which also afects my speech which in turn afects my speeling. but that is not important right now.

also if i tryd refusing t go it would make things wurse and i will then be poken by other staff member about why i spoke back ect

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / people are mucking up my life

thanks for all the coments most have been helpfuly and has given me a lot to think on, hope to see more.

to be honest ive gone thru some shity times. and this tops them all. to night i was made to call it a night with my gf at 10 30 pm now we are in difrent flats,

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / people are mucking up my life

@ cromagin2 i am not retarded i have physical l probilms not mental. thank yo very much. and + i had that word as its not nice to use

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / people are mucking up my life

we have tryd beaning nice and saying how it will afect us in long run, we both have tryd talkn to the staff member in question in privte without the person beaning thir. and got nowhere.

what would be the next step if you where in our shoes

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / When Does A Human Life Begin?

i will say as soon as we look like a baby with limbs and a soon as thirs a heart beat

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / people are mucking up my life

me in gf have been in same flat 4 about 5 month, and after the new year thats when things went a bit tips up, 1 member of staff has been going on and on at my gf about tryn a difrent flat and she did try and say that he was happy here and she never realy listened toher and still went on at her, and now shes came to the point that shes jut given up just to make her and other staff happy. we are thinkn of getn proper help from our local citizens advice. or gong higher. which we would do if we knew how

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / people are mucking up my life

Originally posted by cromagin2:
Originally posted by doomteen17:

1st off am at a college thats meant to surport people with any kind of needs. which atm they are not, here’s why.

1st the move my gf from 1 flat to mine, and now they are and have forced her to move to an other, when shes happy in the same flat as. and due to this it has put a load of stress on both of us. i have came close to start smoking agian after bean stoped 4 over 2 years. we have made a much stronger connection since hes moved in, and now we feel we are going to losse it. heres why.

1 the staff will telll us when to call it a night maximum of hours together at night wil be 4 hours at time 5 depending
whos on
2 we will hardly be able to sit down for a meal.
3 staff lieing about when i can and cant see my own gf.

2nd. 1 staff member has been telln my gf to lock her bedroom door so i cant go in and see her and spend a lil time with her befor we head off to sleep. staff have also been accusing me off things am not doning or done, and another has been taking the vues off my gf and not listing or taking my feeling all that seriously.

all the above has made me and my gf realy stressed and up to the point we break down as we have down to night. any advise would be help full.

ps sory for the spelling. its not my strong point.

You are in college? How did you get in with such terrible writing skills? Do they even test for this anymore?

read top line

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / people are mucking up my life

1st off am at a college thats meant to surport people with any kind of needs. which atm they are not, here’s why.

1st the move my gf from 1 flat to mine, and now they are and have forced her to move to an other, when shes happy in the same flat as. and due to this it has put a load of stress on both of us. i have came close to start smoking agian after bean stoped 4 over 2 years. we have made a much stronger connection since hes moved in, and now we feel we are going to losse it. heres why.

1 the staff will telll us when to call it a night maximum of hours together at night wil be 4 hours at time 5 depending whos on
2 we will hardly be able to sit down for a meal.
3 staff lieing about when i can and cant see my own gf.

2nd. 1 staff member has been telln my gf to lock her bedroom door so i cant go in and see her and spend a lil time with her befor we head off to sleep. staff have also been accusing me off things am not doning or done, and another has been taking the vues off my gf and not listing or taking my feeling all that seriously.

all the above has made me and my gf realy stressed and up to the point we break down as we have down to night. any advise would be help full.

ps sory for the spelling. its not my strong point.

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / relasionship truble

thanks, will try that. :)

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / relasionship truble

tbh we have been talking about geting a little more adventsureies but starting smalll, as she a little nervies about trying new ting along thoese lines, but she will get thire n her own time

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / relasionship truble

thanks

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / relasionship truble

its not tht she doest want to have more fun as she does but is still geting over a realy bad experice from her last bf, but latly shes tryd again in this time around she pushed tat memery away, in realy relaxecher self n we both had the very best sex to gether, like ive never felt er o lose be4, i could of fited my hole hand up n thir if he aked me to. and after words we both felt our close bond we once had for each other coming back, in we are thinkn on trying difrent things to gether just to keep things intorsting, and i am hoping we contiune to biuld on our closeness. but only time will tell. past few nights have bee better to as thirs a little more of a surprise in the nights as u feel that am not sure were the mood wil take us

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / relasionship truble

ive spoken to her about some of the problims just a few days ago, o i will kno if what ive said has had any inopacted on her, if so i hope it inproves our relationship, still need to talk to her on one other thing which i feel needs improve on, but due to a bad experience she had with her last bf, iam not sure if its some thing we can aculay improve on, but if she realy does love me in will do any thing to keep us together am sure she will try, well at least i hope so. as its the one thing thats making me feel that i have more of a really close friend that feels tat we close enough to hug in kiss without aculy beaning bf gf, if you get what i mean.

a i things were to be more active in the bed room, i would feel our bond will be stronger in i would feel less tempted to doing the ame things with some1 else, as those thoughts have came in to my mind a few times in if i did have a mate tat was up for that i would probaly take it, and am not happy with my self for thinking these things.

but hopefuly when i do talk to her about it he will listin and would want to do some thing to help our realasonship and to help make our bond better and to help me not think these bad thoughts

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / life altering changes

thanks 4 the advise was sleepy wen i 1t wrote it, hopefully my editing will help

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / relasionship truble

are you friends with her atm or do you just know her and like liker her?

if so 1st try beaning freinds 1st then let her know how you feel, or hint that you would like some1,

like say some thing lke i wish i had a gf, i see how she responds, if she says some thing lke i wish i had a bf, then difinitly let her know your feelings about her, as thats how i askd my gf out. sure i askd over fb but whn i heared the mesage sound i coulndt readed it at 1st as i was to nervis to but not as nerves as i was asking, to me 10 mins be4 i finly asked amd glad i did been my best gf so far sure we have our problimes, but my 1st gfs were not right. but tghe less u know about 1t the better as shes a revengefull bitch, 2nd left me for some1 else after thing went long distance, but she didt just tell me she keept me on the hook whle she was seeing someone. but they are now behined me

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / life altering changes

has any one ever gone through any thing that has changed thier life for ever and nothing can be done to help you.

if so and you feel comferbile to share your story you can.

so i will start.

to start of i will make the start of the story short as the as the start is fairly boring to be honest.

it all started when i was a wee lad, when me mum spotted a small spot that was tender for me when touched, after a few month it got bigger. she ended up in taking me to the docs to get it cheeked, and they sent me to the hospital to give me tests done . when i got back the test results back it turned out i had a genetic condision called neurofibromatosis (nf for short).

at 1st when i was younger it never really gave me much bother, but as i got older the lump on my back grow bigger to and at age 8-9 if i get my dates right i started to get pain where it was. which is on my lower back left hand side to middle of back just a above the waist line.
up until i start of the academy i thought not thing had changed, well i had not long after i gotten a mri scan it showed i had a new lump or fibroma if you want to use the proper name. any how this 1 was causing me real trouble, like blanking out, loss of balance ect.

lucky i had a good surgine which removed it, i have been left with very small nerve damage as i can no longer move my big toe all that well. apart from being bullied due to my condision and finding it hard to find job due to it too. not much changed till 2012 when i woke up in survre pian in i thought i had simply slept wrong or some thing. i took 2 basic everyday pain killers which helpt. later that day which i still remember really well. It was January the 4th when the pain came back worse than it was before.

the days went on like this as i thought i was only a bad month of pain for me. I tried doing what i normally did which was enjoying long walks when the weather was nice, but walking made pain worse. as i found out in February, went out for a really long walk which was nae a great idea looking back at it now, never been so fucking sore in my life and i remember from that mont is waking up havn breakfist sleep have lunch watch tv fall asleep have dinder watc some more tv fall asleep go to bed then repeat for whole of that month.

seen my specialist a few times that year and it took her 5 month to get me a mri scan which i badly needed to cheek to make sure no fibromas are growing in places they should not be. it was not untill she went in person i got 1, but nothing showed up. so she sent me down to Manchester to get a more in depth scan called a pet scan. which showed the lump on my back had growing down to the spinal cord or a new 1 has started growing thir. unlucky for me nothing can be done but fill me with pain killers. at the moment am taking 3 diferent 1s 3x a day, 2 of each. at this rate i can see them puting me on morphine

due to whats happening to me its made me able to join a college for people with any kind of difficulties be that learning or physical. and that’s where i’ve met the love of my life. bee at colege 4 just over 2years and been with my gf 4 1 1/2 years. if it was not for her care and surport i don’t think i be able to cope.

be good to hear any other peoples stories/ coments or vues

hopefuly my editing will make this easyer to read as wen i 1st wrote this i was sleepy in i make simple mistakes more oftin, thanks for taking you time to read it, any message of surport will be taking with many thanks.

many thanks doom

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / relasionship truble

thanks a lot of what who’s have been saying is realy helpful, and

so far i see 3 posible out comes

1 i talk to her when i fell it right to do so with minimum risk of her geting overly upset with me. which would be the best out come and my opstion of chose

2 we get profesnal help which ive looked into already and read up on sings that you may need it, whic we do, also we are realy clos to a place that does this and its very a fordible as we only need to give the amount of money we want has they get money fe the nhs, am living this option open but would rather avoid it

and 3 my most hated of choses is well having to bring my self to ether askn for a brake in the relsonship 4 a few weeks or sayn to her we should just be realy close freinds

will post any updates when this change or things get better or wurse fe talking to her..
many thanks doom

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / relasionship truble

i know she still loves ,e on the pronbles that we have are fixible just not sure on how to talk to her about them,

i am strongly thinkn about saying to her we need to see a profesnal and get help from them , thats if talking her my self deos help or she deos not listin. + we have a big trip away n octuber, in am thinkn about ending it after that if things are still the same.

as a few month ago when thing were geting stronger all the time i was thinkn about ask mine n her parrnts if i could maray her, but with things the way they are am not going to,

but leving her and seeing a prof is things i would rather avoid if posible

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / relasionship truble

its only been in pastt few month when things have gone down hill, and at times when i say theres thinhgs i like to tlk about to that are on my mind she often says dont want to hear it.

when i always listing to her about her problims