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Topic: Serious Discussion / relasionship truble

thanks

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / relasionship truble

its not tht she doest want to have more fun as she does but is still geting over a realy bad experice from her last bf, but latly shes tryd again in this time around she pushed tat memery away, in realy relaxecher self n we both had the very best sex to gether, like ive never felt er o lose be4, i could of fited my hole hand up n thir if he aked me to. and after words we both felt our close bond we once had for each other coming back, in we are thinkn on trying difrent things to gether just to keep things intorsting, and i am hoping we contiune to biuld on our closeness. but only time will tell. past few nights have bee better to as thirs a little more of a surprise in the nights as u feel that am not sure were the mood wil take us

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / relasionship truble

ive spoken to her about some of the problims just a few days ago, o i will kno if what ive said has had any inopacted on her, if so i hope it inproves our relationship, still need to talk to her on one other thing which i feel needs improve on, but due to a bad experience she had with her last bf, iam not sure if its some thing we can aculay improve on, but if she realy does love me in will do any thing to keep us together am sure she will try, well at least i hope so. as its the one thing thats making me feel that i have more of a really close friend that feels tat we close enough to hug in kiss without aculy beaning bf gf, if you get what i mean.

a i things were to be more active in the bed room, i would feel our bond will be stronger in i would feel less tempted to doing the ame things with some1 else, as those thoughts have came in to my mind a few times in if i did have a mate tat was up for that i would probaly take it, and am not happy with my self for thinking these things.

but hopefuly when i do talk to her about it he will listin and would want to do some thing to help our realasonship and to help make our bond better and to help me not think these bad thoughts

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / life altering changes

thanks 4 the advise was sleepy wen i 1t wrote it, hopefully my editing will help

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / relasionship truble

are you friends with her atm or do you just know her and like liker her?

if so 1st try beaning freinds 1st then let her know how you feel, or hint that you would like some1,

like say some thing lke i wish i had a gf, i see how she responds, if she says some thing lke i wish i had a bf, then difinitly let her know your feelings about her, as thats how i askd my gf out. sure i askd over fb but whn i heared the mesage sound i coulndt readed it at 1st as i was to nervis to but not as nerves as i was asking, to me 10 mins be4 i finly asked amd glad i did been my best gf so far sure we have our problimes, but my 1st gfs were not right. but tghe less u know about 1t the better as shes a revengefull bitch, 2nd left me for some1 else after thing went long distance, but she didt just tell me she keept me on the hook whle she was seeing someone. but they are now behined me

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / life altering changes

has any one ever gone through any thing that has changed thier life for ever and nothing can be done to help you.

if so and you feel comferbile to share your story you can.

so i will start.

to start of i will make the start of the story short as the as the start is fairly boring to be honest.

it all started when i was a wee lad, when me mum spotted a small spot that was tender for me when touched, after a few month it got bigger. she ended up in taking me to the docs to get it cheeked, and they sent me to the hospital to give me tests done . when i got back the test results back it turned out i had a genetic condision called neurofibromatosis (nf for short).

at 1st when i was younger it never really gave me much bother, but as i got older the lump on my back grow bigger to and at age 8-9 if i get my dates right i started to get pain where it was. which is on my lower back left hand side to middle of back just a above the waist line.
up until i start of the academy i thought not thing had changed, well i had not long after i gotten a mri scan it showed i had a new lump or fibroma if you want to use the proper name. any how this 1 was causing me real trouble, like blanking out, loss of balance ect.

lucky i had a good surgine which removed it, i have been left with very small nerve damage as i can no longer move my big toe all that well. apart from being bullied due to my condision and finding it hard to find job due to it too. not much changed till 2012 when i woke up in survre pian in i thought i had simply slept wrong or some thing. i took 2 basic everyday pain killers which helpt. later that day which i still remember really well. It was January the 4th when the pain came back worse than it was before.

the days went on like this as i thought i was only a bad month of pain for me. I tried doing what i normally did which was enjoying long walks when the weather was nice, but walking made pain worse. as i found out in February, went out for a really long walk which was nae a great idea looking back at it now, never been so fucking sore in my life and i remember from that mont is waking up havn breakfist sleep have lunch watch tv fall asleep have dinder watc some more tv fall asleep go to bed then repeat for whole of that month.

seen my specialist a few times that year and it took her 5 month to get me a mri scan which i badly needed to cheek to make sure no fibromas are growing in places they should not be. it was not untill she went in person i got 1, but nothing showed up. so she sent me down to Manchester to get a more in depth scan called a pet scan. which showed the lump on my back had growing down to the spinal cord or a new 1 has started growing thir. unlucky for me nothing can be done but fill me with pain killers. at the moment am taking 3 diferent 1s 3x a day, 2 of each. at this rate i can see them puting me on morphine

due to whats happening to me its made me able to join a college for people with any kind of difficulties be that learning or physical. and that’s where i’ve met the love of my life. bee at colege 4 just over 2years and been with my gf 4 1 1/2 years. if it was not for her care and surport i don’t think i be able to cope.

be good to hear any other peoples stories/ coments or vues

hopefuly my editing will make this easyer to read as wen i 1st wrote this i was sleepy in i make simple mistakes more oftin, thanks for taking you time to read it, any message of surport will be taking with many thanks.

many thanks doom

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / relasionship truble

thanks a lot of what who’s have been saying is realy helpful, and

so far i see 3 posible out comes

1 i talk to her when i fell it right to do so with minimum risk of her geting overly upset with me. which would be the best out come and my opstion of chose

2 we get profesnal help which ive looked into already and read up on sings that you may need it, whic we do, also we are realy clos to a place that does this and its very a fordible as we only need to give the amount of money we want has they get money fe the nhs, am living this option open but would rather avoid it

and 3 my most hated of choses is well having to bring my self to ether askn for a brake in the relsonship 4 a few weeks or sayn to her we should just be realy close freinds

will post any updates when this change or things get better or wurse fe talking to her..
many thanks doom

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / relasionship truble

i know she still loves ,e on the pronbles that we have are fixible just not sure on how to talk to her about them,

i am strongly thinkn about saying to her we need to see a profesnal and get help from them , thats if talking her my self deos help or she deos not listin. + we have a big trip away n octuber, in am thinkn about ending it after that if things are still the same.

as a few month ago when thing were geting stronger all the time i was thinkn about ask mine n her parrnts if i could maray her, but with things the way they are am not going to,

but leving her and seeing a prof is things i would rather avoid if posible

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / relasionship truble

its only been in pastt few month when things have gone down hill, and at times when i say theres thinhgs i like to tlk about to that are on my mind she often says dont want to hear it.

when i always listing to her about her problims

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / relasionship truble

i do try but all she says watch dvd, and i do drop in a few hints here and thir but get nothing, i give her loads of surpise body rubs, like her back and legs ect but hardly get any back, i have to ask 4 1 even them i do fell like if shes outing much love in to it

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / relasionship truble

ok for the past few month things have been overly repetive and the eliminte of surprise has gone, and all we have done is hug an watch dvds with i dot mind, i just feel the spark of energy we had is gone and would realy like things to pick up again, and if i say the wrong things she will just get up set with me and i may loss her which i dont want as am at the age where i want to have some1 and to move in together. i just wish i wa geting more out of the relisonship as i put in a ot of effort and time to make her fell loved and spesile to me and she doe not do that all that often i be lucky if se try n do that for me 3 time a month.

if i was younger then would think of finding someone else but being in my 20s doest help a i realy jut want to have some1 by my side and to live with n near futsure + havn health trubble doest help in she looks after me real wellb on that part, and if i do losse her i dout i be able to find some1 to put that a side and love me 4 me and to care 4 me,

again sory for the terible speling

to put thing short i want less of night of just dvd hugs n kiss n more fun and have that spark of energy back

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / Gun issues updates

i agree we cant trust a random person, as if some dumb ass hacks of that person they might just nuke that guys huse, they are much better locked safe in a bunker.

that beaning said if we limite what guys the public can own,to things like hand guns with a magaize limite. and not alow them to own any thing that can be used to kill a lot of people, as they someone was wanting to do so they will use big guys with high ammo count and damage, and the media will be coverd with an other gun masicare.

p sory for the bad spelling

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / Gun issues updates

from what i read i can see ome of you are a little upset with the rule on gun being chanched as your o used to the right being the same for many years, but as time goes on things will chance acording to whats happening. as you should remember when that right was made guns were a lot diferent from what they are know. from being mostly one shoot rounds not acurite from distince and les power full but could still kill if shoot in right place, todays guns moltiple shoots more acurite longer range and more powerful and dealing more kill shoot spots and easyer to get to.

i dont think the right should be taken away all to gether as that would be unfair on those who use them in right way, but making them harder to falk in to wrong hands will help. like baning someone who make a fire arms rolated crime i.e holding a tore ect at gun point or shooting someone for no reasion. even having a gun licince might help and doing cheeks on people to make sure thirs not a chance that they will go off the deep end and go on a shooting rampage around the town ect

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / Should anti-vax people be banned from traveling and having children?

that some fair and good points, i think more should be done to stop fulse info from beaning spreed to help people understand th true facts, and help the true facts be showing to help people make right choice and not fall victim to the wrong facts and make wrong choice, as at the end of the day the vax ave many lives, even people who dont know much on vax like in countrays that still have many parts still living in more or less the same way even befor thir were vax for the things thir are at risk from taking the vax, sure at times they fear them as they are unsure what they realy do, but they are told about them and all the studys that halped make them. which help them make thir choice to or not take them or let the kid have it or not,

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / relasionship truble

ive bean with my gf 4 1 year n 6month, at 1st all was great, but latly things have been going down hill. theres a few things i would like to talk to her about, but she real sensitive so i realy need to watch how i talk to her about things. and i realy dont want to leave her, as i probly wont find someone like her again 4 a good while espesly at the age i am and due to other problms that am going thrugh which she understands is surportive of. i know the problimes can be fixed if spoken about if done right.

i need real serious answers please, if you need me to go in more detail in to what the problimes i an do if it would help yous to what to say.

many thanks doom

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / Should anti-vax people be banned from traveling and having children?

yes a ban would be good, as i would rather not have a child than have one and not get them protected from things then to watch them die from something that they could of been protected from then to live with gilt of not get them protected in 1st place, to add sure vaxanasions can fail but knowing they had it well put my mind at wase in knowing it not my fult for them geting it, were if i didnt vaxinate my kid it would be my fult as i did nothing to pervent it,

 
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Topic: Serious Discussion / Osama Bin Laden: Hero?

i do agree with some of what you say i disagree with the hero part, as like others have said a hero deos not kill inoncinte people, he defonitly opened people eyes to how our sicurity was failing which is a good thing in 1 way but how he did it was wrong, but i geues that when thing are truly taken sirius is when omething hapens to show us the problims.

ps you should be careful what you say some people wont take kindly to what youve said or you may land in truble if you dont watch what you say on the internet,
also sory for the bad spelling

 
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Topic: Off-topic / Does anyone play any REAL musical instruments?

i play the guitar
also bag pipes are cool, listin to red hot chilli pipers and you will know, nothing like some pipe rock :P

 
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Topic: Off-topic / Math homework help please?

easy do 10% of 50 which gives u 5mils and u have 45 left over

 
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Topic: Off-topic / is it worth beeing with some1 if they dont trust you or belive you

i know shes been hurt in the past and is often scared she will lose me

 
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Topic: Off-topic / is it worth beeing with some1 if they dont trust you or belive you

Originally posted by Footballpwn:

do u trust her?

also why she no trust u

yes i trust her, and i dont know why she finds it hard to trust me at times

 
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Topic: Off-topic / is it worth beeing with some1 if they dont trust you or belive you

cherres, as i do love her a lot in we do get on realy well it just at times she sys nope cant acept ur promise or i dont trust u.

 
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Topic: Off-topic / is it worth beeing with some1 if they dont trust you or belive you

my gf doest always belive me or trust me an am not sure if its worth staying with her, been with her 4 6/7 month, and at times u feel like i cant watch tv or do my own things when iam tlkn to her via fb

 
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Topic: Off-topic / Help me OT (srsly)

Originally posted by VanHalen1:
Originally posted by spoofdebris:

Yeah I’m thinking about the 3DS but do you have to play in 3D mode all the time?

No. There’s a little slider next to the top screen that lets you switch between 2D and 3D, and you can adjust how much you want the screen to pop out when you’re in 3D.

no thats the ds ur thinkn on,
 
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Topic: Off-topic / Help me OT (srsly)

ps vita is cool, u can do it by mosion senserd or by d pads