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吞天纳地，魔渡众生。天下万物，唯我至尊。

To be or not to be, I can do both at once. Go learn quantum mechanics, n00b.

Member Since: Aug. 19, 2008
Last Login: Feb. 12, 2012
Current Points: 1903
Comments: 23
Forum posts: 4937
Location: Abyssus, 9th Level of Infernus the Nine Hells
Website: http://johnsolaris.deviantart.com/

Age: 18
Sex: Male

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Minnakht

Jan 28, 2012 8:38am

http://www.cracked.com/article_19654_6-painful-things-nobody-tells-you-about-fighting.html

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BCLEGENDS Feb 2, 2012 8:35am

Holy balls. That… yeah, that’s pretty bad.

Minnakht

Jan 24, 2012 10:50pm

thought purple potions were bad, did you

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Blood_Shadow Jan 24, 2012 11:29pm

Sorry, rather busy right now, and having half a headache.

Why would a random Vocaloid song change my opinion on purple potions? I’m not even a hardcore Vocaloid fan. I only like Miku, and most o…

Knoob85687 Jan 28, 2012 4:23am

Sound familiar, much?

Knoob85687 Jan 28, 2012 4:26am

Speaking of songs, I like this one.

ocelot

Jan 23, 2012 3:01pm

Have you seen this?

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Blood_Shadow Jan 23, 2012 8:04pm

Sorry, but I don’t have time to join any other forum game…

ocelot Jan 24, 2012 1:38am

I know what you mean.

ADLEGENDS

Jan 19, 2012 10:52am

Get Aether back into play in Ather City. There’s a good situation for him to meet up with Cain and Abel, and he’s going to be killed off if you don’t get him active again – no warnings on the subject anymore, see.

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Blood_Shadow

Jan 3, 2012 7:08pm

If you see two identical copies of this shout, it might be because of Kongregate’s profanity filter being stupid.

Let’s see who still stalks my shoutbox. BC, Minn, Knoob, I’m looking at you.

As I said in DA3, my parents are ~~being absolutely retarded f**kwads~~ fighting again. It doesn’t happen often, but it seems to get more s…

If you see two identical copies of this shout, it might be because of Kongregate’s profanity filter being stupid.

Let’s see who still stalks my shoutbox. BC, Minn, Knoob, I’m looking at you.

As I said in DA3, my parents are ~~being absolutely retarded f**kwads~~ fighting again. It doesn’t happen often, but it seems to get more serious each time. And this time I think it’s serious. As in, my father has expressed regret in marrying my mother. Their personalities don’t match at all.

If you know me, I’m the kind of person who would make this sound as depressing as possible. Ideally, my father shouldn’t have married my mother, because of personality mismatch and all. That implies I shouldn’t have existed. Now, should I exist? If I am capable of contributing anything positive to the world, then yes. But another problem is, I have always thought I cannot contribute anything positive to the world; in other words, I am worthless. I am a deeply flawed person; anything I can do, there is probably another less flawed person who can do better. In other words, my existence is probably not necessary. All of you playing my forum games, if I never existed, you would probably be playing some other games right now, better games, games that are not impeded by the GM’s egomania, paranoia, and other flaws. So… The world would not be much different if I never existed. Except, of course, all the bad things I have ever done would have never been done.

The marriage of my parents was a mistake. That means I am a mistake. And I don’t have enough of a positive impact on the world to warrant that my existence is needed. That’s the problem in a nutshell. And mistakes cannot be forgiven. Ever.

Why did I write this? I just wanted people to know why I’m depressed. Talking about it won’t help much; this was the case for every single time anyone tried to talk to me. So now you know, at least parts of it, and maybe you understand. Don’t bother trying to cheer me up; that’ll just waste your time, energy, and brain cells. I’ll feel better after a few days.

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Knoob85687 Jan 14, 2012 3:37am

LIEZ

YOU WILL PLAY IR MINN

Knoob85687 Jan 13, 2012 1:45pm

Oh, no, no. You see, Skleros is IRIris’ partner. Though more like a brother than a SECKSAY partner.

Orly? It’d be funny to be Violet and Icarus then. Sadly, no ‘this child is older t…

Minnakht Jan 14, 2012 1:44am

And I won’t do anything. It seems our ideas clash a lot.

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