haloisdoomed

little strange. hard to understand. don't make me get the crowbar or leadpipe outta the gears. a little friendly to all. me like friends. and nice girls.i'm also a cannibal. don't piss me off,i'm running outta places to hide the bodies:p.i also was supposed to be myhaloisdoomed but my stupid computer just wouldn't let me put that. i tend to be either the life of the party or the death of it. your choice. i also own more animals than you can imagine and if you make me mad i might sic them on you unless your my friend or i like you......or you have a lot of security guards and machine guns. at times i may act like i know what i'm talking about don't trust me. i would lie about my own birth if i could. if it doesn't have to do with friends, family, or animals, then there is a chance that it's a extreme and devious LIE. i also have a depressing attitude and tend to pull out my favorite suicide gun every now and then. the animals i own are dogs, cats, horses, a turtle, a rabbit, and more!! i hope i make you hate my very soul and presence when you see me. i am here to make you hate me or want to kill me at times. feel free to kill me during chat, cause i actually like dieing while online. by the way........ i'm a little ditzy when i'm busy thinking about something or someone. btw way it may seem strange but i finally am telling the true so yeah. i'm a girl and i'm by so i like all ppl but more girls than guys even though i'm dating who ever is willing. so yeah. anyway cya. oh i almost forgot. if you want to learn something about me just ask me. but if you ask something to personal then i might answer you. i also have some advice for the guys and girls out there.------------------------------------------------------if you just chill out and hang lose then a world of chance and possibilities opens up.---------------if someone likes you and you like them don't just sit there ask them out! more than likely you'll hit it off--------------------------------------------a girl who is different and is self respectful and has a high self esteem likes to be treated like she is a well known friend. if she freaks on you and then says sorry then trust her. ppl who don't stop and listen are usually the ones who die sad and alone.--------------------------------------if you want to role play then please take it seriously. don't god mod cheat or anything else. be fair and the role play will turn out fun and worth your while.----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------if you want some sage advice i know some of that to-----------------------------------------------------he who respects all is respected by all.------------live life in the now not the then or tomorrow. life is always better when you hang loose and have fun--------------------------------------------------i would rather have an enemy behind me fighting with me instead of a friend in front of me fighting with me.------------------------------------the truth of life is known only by those who already know it and is learned by only those who do not want it or need it but can have it.----the truth hurts but you will almost always be better for it. the only truth you will be worst for is the kind that gets you killed-----------------------a great man once said"that life is but idle play, and even though it will past by in the blink of an eye it is still seen and known by those who will stop and live and let live. only then does life slow down and let you be free of worries"--------that is all i can think of off the top of my head right now. so anyway if you want more advice or words of wisdom then i might be able to help. if you don't then just hang loose and talk with me if you want. plus don't mess with me around the middle of the month{not my best time} so anyway cya for now and remember these words"i would rather live as a nobody than die as a hated somebody"-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------sitting there alone in the darkness and cold...the wind calm and silent....the sun setting and the moon rising....the ice forming in patches on the grass.....the crunch of leaves under my feet as i stand and yawn. the silence of night....the wind blows sleeply and i look around to find that i am truely alone.....i walk to a tree and climb onto a branch and sleep there fo rthe night. in the morning the ice and cold is gon in the sweltering heat. i sleep the day away....the next night ice reforms on the grass and i walk out to the lake and hum as i go. there is a silent movement behind me....i look back and see nothing...i continue to the lake and skip rocks when i get there. a form rushes me and knocks me into the lake and i scream under the water trying to get out.....the mass sits there and watches me drown....my body float to the surface and i am dead. i wake to find that i am still alive. and i remember the form and see the face in terror flashes. it is the one closest to me. i stand up in front of the lake and see my image reflected. i live this life over and over for eternity. to be killed and tortured by those closest to me. this is my nightmare....this is my suffering....this is my hell....-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------i'm standing in the doorway of the room, blade in my right hand with my blood running down my arm and off the blade. my deep blue hair hanging around my face....and my left arm against the entrance with arcanic runes covering it. my face is one that is hardened from battle. my tail is hanging limp over my shouldr and my left cat ear is missing a small part of the tip. the world tilts and i fall forward......i hit the ground hard and everythig goes black. i wake to find i have not been moved. this is because i am not there. i am not with them....not anymore......i am merely a ghost in the once forsaken world of man....i am but a shadow that strikes dear in those who a injust and harm the world around them. man is not worth saving. this world is worth saving but not man. man has done nothing to deserve the life it lives. and so i move about it hiding myself slowly destroying it. when my work is done i shall have saved the earth.-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------she is standing there with the six angel wings all of them dripping blood from her back. she takes a waivering step forward and collapses on the ground. she awakens several hours later to find that she has turned back. she stands and realizes the one she loves is no longer with her. she cries and searches for the other girl. when she finds her the embrace and life moves on. one day she is called to her angelic duty and must leave her lover. when she comes back it has been millenia and she is alone again. this is the torture of the angels. to love and be loved and yet to be immortal and never to have a companion that can live as long as them.----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------my recent rp character is very sweet. age:19 race:unknown. sex:female. backstory: when i was just a little girl i awoke one morning to find demons had killed my parents and were about to kidnap me. i tried to fight back. they forced me down and tortured me. i spent the next five years enslaved and tortured daily. i eventually escaped but i was changed. i was now a demon angel cross-bred. a demon had infected me with it. when i escaped i vowed that i wouldtrust no mortal or demon every again. body description:6' 3" light blue hair and thin. weight under 100 pounds. around 80 i think. wears depressing or evil clothing. always carries a ice sword and dark armour on me. is trained to take down a fully grown superior demon alone. also i have changing eye color and a wicked set of canines. runs in the family. gotta love them scottish. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------new rp character. she is 6'3" and female obviously. she is black haired with neko ears and a long black tail. her skin is extremly pale and has tattoo like marks covering it. she always has a sword and several small daggers on her. her backstory is: when she was a small child her parents where zen masters. they went to work one day and were killed in a car bomb caused by a terrorist organization known only a dark scepter. when she grew up and she learned of this she infiltrated the organization and became the leader of it. after assassinating the previous leader she took power of the group and has ever since been working towards world domination against the world organization for the protection of the earth. she is one of the most evil and powerful people you scould meet. she has control over the elements and a massive collection of spell books that allow her to warp the very reality around her. she is always equiped with a special armour made of unknown metals that change to protect against all elemental and energy attacks. her very mind is warped and she will show no mercy or remorse for the death of anyone. when cornered she will fight however she needs to to stay alive.: this is my recent rp character and you may call her a godmodder but her attacks are powerful but she has a weakness. it is the one thing that is omnipotent yet is intangible. she can only be beaten by love. the problem with this weakness is that she has vowed to never love again. this is my rp character and i'm sticking to it. so live with it ppl.----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------new words of wisdom. i have recently learned these in my quest for zen balance.:in all the truths we may learn we shall never know what is really true::when your fellow man helps you he is trustworthy. when he betrays you he is even more so. when he is dead is when he shall be truthful in whole.::to help others is noble. to help yourself is wrong. but to help others to help yourself is true selfishness::when you die you truly awaken to the world around you::if all the world's a stage, then i am it's actor::true love shall be known only when true hatred is forgotten and you love no one: these are just a few i have for now. also i have two new rp characters.-------------------------------------------------------------------------------name:akima. age:17. attribute:ice. backstory:unknown. trust:to no one. current race:changling. current job:demon slayer. description: tall black hair to waist height and piercing blue eyes. slim and approximatly 6' 1". wears black jeans and a pink/black striped shirt. may wear a deep blue black hoody on occasions.-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------the other is------name:allina. trust:friends and family only. backstory:when she was a child her momther was the only one around for her. her father had abandonned them for his job. she was once a small and somewhat weak child. today she is a tall black blonde haired women around age 23 with shoulder length hair and a green eyes. her momther has grown ill and she is the only one to take care of her. they both live in a small cozy apartment even though she makes more than the average american does in an entire year in one month. her job? to assassinate targets selected by the government in foreign countries. her mindset? to protect those closest to her and never let anyone hurt them again like her father hurt her mother. today she shall be your friend but cross her and you will not be her enemy you will be dead.-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------a creature walks through the very streets of cities unnoticed by mere mortals for they dare not dwell on such creatures. it's spine shifted with each step maing an unearthly cracking noise. it came to a building that most percieved as a bar or an inn. it entered the building and was graced with such grandeur that it had to close it's hollow blacked eye sockets. it looked around for the department of demonic affairs and earth bound programs. it found the deartment it was looking for and entered. as it came into a somewhat small office it noticed that there were many creatures it recognized in the medium sized office. at the far wall was a door with the post above it proclaiming "commander for all earth bound projects". the creature looked around and went up to the door and entered. the small demon sitting at the desk was obviously awaiting it's arrival. the demon and the creature conversed with each other for a period of time before they got to business. they both knew that the creature was looking for a pass into the earth for good so that it may spy on the humans for the protection of all the underkind. after working with the paperwork for many hours the creature left the office and building with a slight grim feeling in the pit of it's stomach. as it walked by a street store it noticed that it's form had changed. it was now a small human girl with long blue hair and hazel eyes aprroximately 5' 8". it looked over it's new human body and smiled then went about it's way. that was four hundred years ago during the time of man. now the demonkind and underkind rule the world of man because of this creatures now known as the forsaken. in this world of demons and unearthly creatures mankind is the one species that has been trying desperatly to take back what was once it's own. but there is no hope for mankind.-------------------------------------------------------------------------this is my new story. enjoy you crackheads-jk-----------------------------------------------------------------in the ancient times man was a weak race. over time it grew and advanced. in the days after it's acension to godly abilities, it soon delved into war and strife. it has been many years since man ruled the earth. when the war finally stopped the world was literally split with a massive fault line from the great war. hundreds of years later man has found a new hope. it is a small creature who knows not of what it is or what it is here for. all this creature knows is that it needs to go to the last surviving lab of humans to bring back the once great race. this story is of that creature.--------he looked up as he walked mewing softly. he looked at the ground and say footprints. they were quite large compared to his own. as he looked around he noticed a strange machine with long arms and flesh prtruding from it's chest. as it walked by it say a mysterious phrase across it's body. it read-war machine delta2. prime initiative to destroy all life fo- the message ended there. it went over to it and sniffed it and the massive machine falls to dust. it wimpered and looked around for signs of life. as it looked it noticed the footprints moved away to the bright orb in the sky. it walked towards them and they seemed to continue. as the small creature crawled it followed the footprints with growing interest. as they swerved and shifted altering in speed and length, the small creature followed them for days. after days and weeks it came to a skeleton at the end of the footprints pointing to what seemed a small building in the distance. the creature did not know what to make of this and so it tried to cuddle with the skeleton. for a great time the creature sat there trying to make the skeleton get up and help it to the building. after almost a week of trying it grew sad and cried. for hours it cried. as it cried it had a revalation. the skeleton was pointing to the building because it meant something. this made the creature happy and so it went over to the skeleton and gussied it up trying to make it look as it did when he arrived. after several failed attempts to help the skeleton the creature gave up and headed towards the building marked-research lab-. as it got closer and closer it noticed more skeletons and that the wind was picking up with each minute. it turned to the left and right of the sun. it noticed to the left in the distance there was a large cloud moving at an inpercievable pace towards the lab. the creature was so startled by this it ran inside to fing the inside littered with bodies and scorch marks. it made it's way through the labs towards the larger concentration of bodies hoping to find some other form of life. as it made it's way through it hit several buttons and the entire building lit up with a blinding light. as it's eyes ajusted it noticed one of the bodies leaning on a large button trying to push it. the creature went over to the button and noticed arrows pointing towards a chamber marked-lifeform retreival chamber- not knowing what this meant the creature wnet inside. as it entered the door closed behind it and a laser grid activeted the final revival of the internal systems of the labs. the creature feeling sudden great pain yelped and screamed for help as the chamber light up with a blue light as it drained the creatures life. the creature grew tired after several minutes of panic and sat in the chamber crying as it was killed. after several minutes the creatures dead skelton was all that lay left in the chamber. after it died a green mist spread through the labs and the dead bodies regained flesh and life after nearly three centuries of dead. all these men and wemon were brought back from death by one small creature that risked it's life without ever meaning to. this was the life and death as we humans know of the creature who's skeleton still remains there in that chamber crying wanting to be helped. we shall learn from this and continue on in a new age of man with the lesson that no matter what we do we have no control in our lives in the grand scheme of things.------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------this story is one i have worked on for a few days. it is meant to teach something. what i do not know. i know only that we must learn and work to the future.--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------i am a goddess of old. do not fear me or i shall kill you. i am here to merely observe. i shall always be a powerful foe. if i am sleeping do not wake me for you risk the health of the entire room. i have but one other thing to say until i add my tale upon this page......do not mess with my friends.i shall add my tale when i feel it is appropiate to tell others of my life time. -------------------------------------------------------------i have a new story-------------------------------------there she stands with her hair flowing lightly in the unseen breeze. her mind set on what she had to do. as she walked tears welled in her eyes and her hand tightened around her blade. she strode through the castle silent and swift to the main chamber to find her sister sitting on her throne of bodies smiling wickedly. she walked up to her, her black/red dress flowing slightly and her black blonde hair coming to rest on her neck making the hair stand on ends.she raised the blade high in the air and jumped slightly as her sister spoke."i hope you know what you are doing." all she could say was"i'm sorry." the blade gleamed as it came down cutting through the throne and her sister's neck with one swoft motion. as her sister's bdy slumped to the floor all she could was cry. she had saved the world from the greatest evil known to all kinds but at what cost? she looked at the blood soaked blade with a look of disbelief and pain.she brought it to her throat as she sat next to her sister and uttered "i'm coming my friends and dear sister". and at that her body too fell to the ground as she dropped the blade and the wall stained with her blood.-----------------------------------------------------------you have all messed with me far beyond what you may expect. i am no longer you friend........talk to me only if you wish to battle or you want some to die. btw i am alot happier now and-a-days. the reason i was being a lingering evil was because of the stress i was experiencing when i was studying. i am now fully accustomed to the understanding of energies and particle/matter transistion disruption. oh and for sec, coolwhip, moon, and all others who consider me a dear friend......if you ever mess with my emotions i will mute you permenantly, and if you call my a godmodder when i rp then you will be permamuted. i am not putting up with any bull from those who do not know what it means to have honor or love for thier fellow terrestrial. oh and stay out of my grove if you plan on challenging me. only four people are allowed in there other than me. kokki, kikko, secondstage, and moonsinger. plus access to the dark and the light(in the universal control and refluxation dimension) is restricted to dimensional and time/space contortionist. this means that you will be killed by the immortal gods of the gods if you trespass. ok that is the last of my ranting. if you have any questions simply ask me or refer to my page.