natiplease12345

i’ve been a member for a while. i can be a grammar nazi. i used to be a lost cause of a weaboo but i’m a semi normal human being now.

uh hey if any of yall weirdos that used to know me want to say something, i check kong like every once in a long while, so i’ll eventually see it, but discord is faster so Ventunya#8450
i’ll see most of yall never. take care.

man, this was a crazy ride back in 2013-2014. i can’t believe it, but all of the closest people i met during those years are gone, never to be seen again. i wish i could see them, just one last time before i die. not that that’s anytime soon, but i wish i had the opportunity to thank some of those crazy bastards. i grew up to be one hell of a social outcast, but i’m happy and in a good spot in life, surrounded by people i like to spend my time with.

i can’t say for sure that’d happen without you weirdos taking me in. so for those of you that might come here, years down the line. i just wanted to give my thanks.

Sillinde, i’m sure it wasn’t your intention, but you and AutumnBelle were the closest thing i’ve had to a parental figure in my life. neither of my parents were really there with me while i was growing up, so i’m glad you all let me tag along. you two were an odd couple, and maybe far from traditionally good parents, but i can’t deny the effect you had on the way i treat others.

BrokenBones0, i’ll admit it. weird as it is. even though i was crazy young, I was really into you. i think you were the first person that gave me butterflies in my stomach. i’ll never know if you were actually a girl or some guy putting on an act, but to be honest i don’t really care. i really cherished any time you showed up in chats.

SolitariusLupus, you were arguably the whole reason i met these people. you might not have been the first person i friended on this site, but you were the first person i actually spent time with and because of you, i met with the tons of people from “Anime Chat :D” looking back, despite all the cringe that manifested in that place, i am glad i found you.

XStille, back then, you weren’t as close a friend as the others. but i can say without a shadow of a doubt that you were great at dealing with me. maybe you’re a great conversationalist, maybe you have kids and so you were used to dealing with people like me, but nevertheless, you really helped keep things alive.

Holly(I/H)Brine, I’m not really sure how I’d describe our relationship. I want to say it was that of siblings, but i think on a more fundamental level, i was just glad to have someone that i felt was my equal. we weren’t into all the same things, but it felt comforting knowing i wasn’t the only really awkward kid.

looking back on those years, i was the cringiest little pre-teen i can imagine, but it’s because you all were there for me that i had a place
where i could be weird,
where i could be dumb,
where i could mess up,
and not be cast away as someone you shouldn’t hang out with.

you guys are the reason i’m happy in life now.
as of 02/16/2021 (19y/o) i’m:
- in college studying game design. pretty nerdy i know but hey it’s good money
-in the military part time.
-an amateur video editor
-have people i can rely on for support and talk to if i’m ever feeling down.

-since finding this place in 2013, i have never wanted to kill myself. Thank You.