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About me

‎"I get chills whenever I think of you… I look at our old photos and start to smile. But after a while… tears fall from my eyes… I wish we could go back to the first time… when I was yours… and you were mine…"
.:Kairi:.

The sunshines everyday, though I have tears running down my face. I cry silently, as the pain overwhelms me. The sun mocks me with its bright sunny presence.. making me bitter and cold.

Up and out to the world of despair. With a smile on my face, as if i dont have a troubled mind. But if the world only knew.. what pain and suffering… I hide on the inside…

My hidden tears… my hidden fears, my lost dreams.. everything that I wanted to achieve. Oh, how it fell upon my head, I feel like im almost dead.

A walking corpse, with still so many secrets left untold. Buried deep in to the veins of my soul. Each secret flowing like blood, with silent feet… walking swiftly… now they creep.

The silent yells that ring in my ears. they seem to have been trapped for many years. My secrets have a voice, they want to be heard! but to you the truth… im all out of words.

So ill lay here, drenched in my blood. From all the secrets that wanted to run, freely, but couldnt cause I want to keep breathing. I may be drowning in all my secrets… but my heart… is still beating…
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You stupid dummy, you crazy fool,
you thought you could play me,
Ha! I am not a tool.
Im not here to please you,
My love dosent cost a dime.
So please leave,
before you waste any more of my time.

You are so self concious,
and yet you still had the nerve,
to play with me like a rag-doll.
oh no, you got it reversed.

Im the player and your the pawn,
you listen to me,
I call the shots.
I want you out,
out of this game,
cause my heart
is something that shouldnt be played.
so “ta-ta”, so long.
dont bust your ass
during the fall.
And now im free,
forever at last,
no longer holding on
to that peice of trash.
(This poem was specialy made for an old friend. I hope he likes it :D)
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If one day you feel like crying…

call me.

I dont promise that ill make you laugh.

But I can cry with you.

If one day you want to run away…

call me.

I dont promise ill tell you to stop.

But I can run with you.

If one day you dont want to listen to anyone…

call me.

I promise to be there for you

and keep very quiet.

But if one day you call…

and there is no answer…

Come fast to see me…

Perhaps I need you…
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† You are gone now, but never forgotten. The lord took you away, not to make us sad… but because he needed you and to make your loved ones here on earth stronger.†
-Love always,
Kade…