So after you basically single-handedly win 5 battles where you are the only survivor... they send you on a "suicide mission"? Why can't they just order you to rush El Alamein? You could have single-handedly won that battle too.
the enemy has the best weapons in the game, are backed up by a giant mech, and their ahead by 11 kills, and outnumber me 4 to 1. the odds are definitely unfair...in my favour