yeah but like i didnt even feel it when i was doing it. its like it eased the pain of what i was dealing with… but like the reason as 2 y i didnt wanna say that in the chat with C was bcuz he b4 told me to suck it up and deal with it.. like the day she died. and he is seriously my best friend. ive known him like 4ever and it hurt a lot to hear him …
show moreyeah but like i didnt even feel it when i was doing it. its like it eased the pain of what i was dealing with… but like the reason as 2 y i didnt wanna say that in the chat with C was bcuz he b4 told me to suck it up and deal with it.. like the day she died. and he is seriously my best friend. ive known him like 4ever and it hurt a lot to hear him say that to me. he also told me on that same day to give it up, commit suicide, and to cut myself and go emo…. he didnt kno that i did… (shhhhh) lol but yeah i was pissed at him for that. my life sucked then. and omg the emo kid i was talking bout b4 just IMd me. lol LUCAS!!!!!
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