MitchalH1

“Ain’t nobody hurt you like I hurt you
But ain’t nobody love you like I do
Promise that I will not take it personal, baby
If you’re moving on with someone new…”

I know I am handsome, but I am very self-conscious about myself, I have PTSD, and more mental illness, but sometime I lose control of myself, and hurting people who I loved.. so yeah I look like a ladies man, but thats back than when I was able to smile. Now, after Marine blew my mind up, I’m not the person that I used to be, I’m not this sweet sensitive guy, I’m not confidence. But however, I am quiet, and inside I’m screaming for help, outside, Im saying I’m okay all the time.

I just want you to know you matter to me when i went to served in Marines, but sometime, I want you to understand, of what I lost and risking my life to go through this for all of you.. I lost that sweet side of me…for you.. I love all ya;ll and to not hurt any more people, is to be quiet and follow anyone’s orders.

I just want you to understand of what I feel.